His fingers keep moving in and out of me, and soon a third one is added. He curls one of his fingers slightly, pressing against my walls. The sensation startles me at first, my brain quicker than my emotions at the unfamiliar feeling. When Forest brushes against the same spot again, I can’t help but moan in delight. Jordan’s never really bothered with my pleasure. Back then, I thought that was how it’s supposed to be. Obviously, over the years, I realized how selfish he truly was. He kept telling me that most women don’t feel pleasure from vaginal penetration.
What an asshole.
If that were true, I wouldn’t feel anything from Forest fingering me. I pull Forest into another kiss, my tongue pushingpast his lips immediately to find his. Forest lets me take the lead, allowing me to dominate the kiss, until he answers almost bruisingly. When he draws back my lips tingle, and feel swollen, yet I just want more.
“Rose,” he groans. “That was… Fuck… you are hot.”
“Do it, I am ready,” I say.
Forest draws back a little, taking a condom out of the drawer of his bedside table. He rips the package open and wraps the condom over his cock, before lubing it up. His dick is standing proud now, and it sends a shiver of anticipation down my spine. I want him inside me. His dick is thick and long, but I know I can take him.
I spread my legs for him to kneel between them, feeling his arm under my back again, moving downwards to my ass. He scoops me up until my ass rests against his thighs, with only my back on the mattress. “Rose,” he mutters, bending down to kiss my neck. “Rose.” He keeps saying my name while he pushes inside me inch by inch. His cock stretches me open wide, the stretch burning at first. I don’t want him to stop, though, and I grab some of his hair, pulling him downwards towards me until his head is between my breasts. Forest takes advantage of the position, sucking at one of my nipples and biting down on it softly. Then he is up again, claiming my lips once more, and I can only melt into the kiss. The burn of his cock stretching me lessens as he pushes inside me completely.
“Are you okay?” Forest asks, looking at me with concern.
“I am fine, more than fine.” I brush a strand of hair from his face. “Now, fuck me,” I say. “Fuck me as if I were your mate.”
Something dark flashes in his eyes. “For us, you and Aloraareour mates,” Forest… or Darien growls.
I don’t have time to utter a response as Forest, in one sharp movement, almost pulls out of me just to slam into me again. “Yes,” I moan.
Initially, his thrusts are controlled, but they grow more frantic. I hold onto him while he fills me up completely, his grunts and my moans filling the room. And for the first time since I met him, I realize I want to carry his mark.
If this were a full moon night, I would have told him to mark me, I would have begged him to do so. I am sure now. I want to be his.
My walls clench around his cock, making him groan. He takes one of my hands, entwining our fingers for a moment before he lets go and moves his hand between our bodies. His thumb circles my clit. I can feel the callouses on his fingertips, slightly rough to the touch, but they make sparks of lust shoot through my body.
I dig my nails into his shoulder, gasping at the sudden sensation I am feeling. It’s like a tight knot inside me opens up, its strings shooting throughout my whole body, making me shiver and moan. Forest makes sure I ride out my orgasm before he stills inside me, his cock throbbing, his body tense.
One day, when we are mated and the whole shitshow is dealt with, I want him to come inside me. I want to feel how he fills me up completely.
Forest pulls out of me gently, dropping down next to me and pulling me up into his arms so I lie sprawled on top of him. “I love you, Rose,” he says. “I fucking love you. I had no idea what love was until I met you. Now I know.”
“Is that true?” I ask.
Forest looks at me with a gentle smile. “I have never been in love,” he finally says. “Not even once. Hearing how my mate got killed was devastating. I mourned her for the future I’d lost, and I wanted to bring justice to her. I still want to do that because she was an innocent soul, caught up in a mess she wasn’t even remotely responsible for. She was killed just because she was my mate. And she deserves to receive justice.” He swallows thickly.“But I also never knew her. I can’t… I can’t mourn her like I’d mourn my love, like I’d mourn you if something happened to you. I never want to let go of you. Is that bad? Does that make me a bad person?”
“It’s not bad,” I say quietly. “It’s only natural that you would say that. As for me,” I pause. “I loved Jordan… or so I thought. But now, I think I only felt the draw of the mate bond, but we never deepened our connection. I had no idea what it would feel like to be intimate with the man I love. I didn’t even know it could feel so amazing.”
“So, you love me?” he asks, his eyes lighting up.
I turn my head to look at him. “I love you, more than anything else. So much, that it actually terrifies me.”
Forest cocoons me in his arms, a beautiful smile lighting up his face. “What a wonderful confession,” he finally says. “I am so lucky to have met you.”
thirty-four
Donna
*ROSEA*
Forest has pinned me against the wall of the shower, my palms against the slippery wall, while his cock is buried deep inside me. After our first round, last night, we did it a second, much slower time, with Forest peppering my whole body with kisses and exploring every inch of it.
Then, we were both too exhausted to do anything else and fell asleep.
But now that the first rays of sunshine have woken us up, it seems like we are both ready for more action again. As if a dam has broken and we can’t do anything else but be all over each other. I am insatiable. I have never considered myself sexy or hot, but Forest makes me feel like I am the hottest being on the planet.
And I find myself wanting more and more of him.
