Joseph arrived home an hour before the burial.
When he walked through the door, he looked pale and exhausted. His already thin hair was flat, his hazel eyes—normally bright and gleaming—had turned a sludge brown, and the dark circles under them looked unlikely to ever be erased. Esther wrapped her arms around him and they stood like that for a long time, not moving, barely breathing.
“Are you all right?” she finally asked.
“I can’t,” he said quietly as he unlocked her arms and moved toward the bedroom, where she had already laid his best suit out on the bed. She tried to swallow the rebuff, to remind herself that they each hurt in their own ways.
Isaac cut his arrival close, showing up at the apartment just a few minutes ahead of the rabbi. Gussie flew into his arms and refused to beput down, clutching his neck that much tighter every time he tried to release her. Ordinarily, Esther might have told her to stop being ridiculous but today she just sat quietly on the sofa and watched the scene unfold, her eyes watering as she thought about how Joseph had spent the last eighteen hours with his own daughter.
Esther couldn’t believe that Isaac was really going to wear his beige sport coat to the burial. It had no lines to speak of and looked about as sharp as a paper bag on Isaac’s tall frame. Were Fannie and Isaac’s circumstances so dire, the salary Joseph paid Isaac so insufficient, that he couldn’t have purchased something more appropriate this morning? A lightweight worsted suit in gray or blue would have been useful to own under any circumstance, and Sam Sloteroff would surely have given him a good price on it.
Despite the jacket, Isaac was a handsome man. He had a high forehead and a strong jaw and teeth that were unnaturally straight. At thirty-three, his dark hair was starting to recede, but Esther imagined that he’d remain an attractive man, even when it was gone.
Last evening, Esther had telephoned Fannie and Isaac’s apartment three times before Isaac picked up. When he finally answered, near midnight, he had seemed out of breath, and Esther wondered briefly if he’d been drinking. He told her he’d been asleep, which explained the endless ringing and his hard breathing, but not his stoic reaction when she told him that Florence was dead. Isaac asked so few questions, demanded so few answers, that Esther found it difficult to believe he could have possibly heard her. He’d known Florence since she was twelve years old. Surely the duration of their relationship, if nothing else, demanded a real reaction.
It wasn’t until she proposed keeping Florence’s death from Fannie that Isaac seemed to come fully awake.
“What will we tell her?” he had asked, his voice unsteady.
“Nothing. Or rather, the ordinary things,” said Esther. “That she’s busy training to swim the Channel. That she’s preparing for the trip to France.”
“How long can we possibly keep that up?”
“Florence is set to leave on the tenth of July.”
The line went quiet.Was. Florencewasset to leave on the tenth of July.
“It feels wrong,” said Isaac. “Not telling her. She’d want to know.”
“Isaac,” said Esther, not yet pleading but utterly prepared to, “you remember what it was like.”
“We don’t know what caused the early labor.”
“Do you want to risk it? And possibly lose another son?” She was playing almost all of her cards now, even the ones she’d promised herself she wouldn’t touch.
“So instead I should just lie to her for two months?”
“It’s not lying,” said Esther, weakly.
“What about Gussie? She’ll be an accomplice in this? Or is she just going to be kept from her mother all summer?”
“No, of course not. She’s a smart girl. We’ll explain it.”
“And the staff at the hospital? Surely some of them have already wandered in off the ward to give their condolences?”
“Very few people know. And I’ll speak to Miss McLoughlin first thing in the morning.”
The line fell quiet again. Esther could hear the slow in and out of Isaac’s breathing.
“Isaac, please,” Esther begged. “I’ve lost enough today.”
Still, he didn’t give.
Esther could stand it no longer. She played her final card.
“It would mean so much to Joseph.”
Isaac owed his entire livelihood to Joseph. She knew it, Isaac knew it, and Isaac knew that she knew it. Without Adler’s Bakery and the job Joseph had fashioned for him at the plant, their son-in-law would be nowhere.
