“It’s okay. I know it’s not easy keeping something from the people you care about. I mean… I imagine it’s not.”
I wanted to ask what she meant by that, but looking at her next to me, head down and fidgeting with her bracelet, I didn’t think it was the right time.
“Yes, well…” I let the rest of my thoughts hang in the air as I drove Kaia home.
Chapter Thirty-Two
Blair
“Mm, yes, baby. Shit!”I had never paid much attention to how big a shower was or needed to be until now. I was grateful I had a decent-sized one. One that two people could fit into perfectly.
I was lying on the floor while Drea was going to town on my clit and stroking my G-spot at the same time. The water was raining down on us, and it was so erotic.
She moaned into my pussy, and I could feel the orgasm building. We had started standing up, but my legs quickly turned into jelly, and she lowered us down to the shower floor. It was cold at first, but after the first few licks and sucks, I couldn’t feel the floor beneath me.
“Please don’t stop, baby,” I whined as my eyes rolled back into my head and she forced every drop of pleasure out of me, causing my back to arch as if she were sucking my soul out of my body. It sure felt that way, anyway. She devoured me until I entered another universe entirely.
“Delicious every time.” She grinned as she brought her fingers to her mouth and sucked them one by one.
“Good fucking God,” I panted. She chuckled and helped me up, applying another lather of shampoo to my hair before the conditioner.
“Darling, do you know how truly exquisite you are?” She rinsed her hands and started washing my body, reveling in the little jolts it produced when she touched a particularly sensitive area.
I groaned and pulled her to me for a perfectly wet kiss. “This is not what I had in mind when I told you I wanted to take a shower before the beach,” I said as I broke the kiss and tried to catch my breath.
She laughed while rinsing the conditioner from my hair. Having her play with my hair was one of the most relaxing things for me. “I’m sorry, love, are you complaining right now? Because kiss me if I’m right, but I heard nothing but positivity in those screams a second ago.”
I turned around and pulled her in from the waist, our wet bodies connecting again, and I had to muster all the strength I could manage not to go for another round. Shower sex was one of my favorite pastimes. “No, baby, I am not complaining at all.” I rubbed my thumb across her cheek before connecting her lips with mine.
I broke the kiss, and she turned off the water, stepping out to get the towels. She wrapped me up first, pressing a kiss to my forehead, before getting her own towel.
It was always the little things like that that sent a flutter through my stomach. The forehead kisses. Washing my hair in the shower or wrapping me up before getting her own towel.
“I just meant I don’t always expect sex when we’re together. It’s definitely a big plus, but… it’s not the reason I stay. I just wanted you to know.” I was fidgeting with a piece of the towel, trying to contain my nerves.
I hadn’t brought up our arrangement since our late-night swim, and I was nervous to. I knew of Drea’s dating history and how commitment was not her friend. I mean, she was with Skylar for three years and never once called her “her girlfriend.” I was afraid of what I felt for her, and I was scared it wouldn’t be returned. I just wanted to enjoy being with her, in whatever way I could have her, for a little longer.
She smiled at me and placed two fingers under my chin to tilt my head so we were eye to eye. “Darling, I’m so glad you stay, whatever the reason. And just so we are perfectly clear.” She leaned in to place the softest kiss on my lips. “I don’t expect anything either. I am here foryou.”
God, I wanted to melt into the earth for her.
I cleared my throat, trying to gather myself and not drag her back to the bed. “Glad we cleared that up. Now, should we get ready? I can make us breakfast before we go.”
She dropped her towel, and all thoughts of the beach were forgotten. “On second thought, the beach isn’t going anywhere. We have plenty of time to get there.”
“I couldn’t agree more, darling. Why don’t I help you… dry off, hmm?” She removed my own towel, and I knew we were going to have to use them again pretty soon, but did I care? Absolutely not.
Afteranothershower and eventually stumbling our way to make breakfast, we finally made it to the beach only two hours after our original plan.
I wanted to forget the beach altogether, but Drea thought we needed some fresh air and Vitamin D. I tried to make a sex joke as an excuse to stay home, but she didn’t buy it.
“Are you sure this is a good idea? What if someone sees us?”
“Darling, please relax.” We had just parked the car, and her hand was still lightly caressing my thigh. Anytime we were in the car together, that was where her hand landed and where it would stay until we got out of the car.
I laid my head back, eyes fluttering closed as she inched higher and higher up my thigh. The parking lot was surprisingly empty, so I would’ve been more than okay if she wanted to help me relax in the car.
I let out a moan when she started kissing my neck, but it was over before it began. “Tease,” I pouted.
