Page 12 of Deadly Confessions


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I get in the car.

The driver takes the long way back because I told him to, because I need twenty minutes of movement between me and the next decision. The city passes at the speed of Naples traffic, which is to say it barely passes at all. A snarl at the Piazza Municipio. Construction on the Via Depretis. A produce truck blocking the entire width of a side street while the driver argues with someone on his phone. I watch all of it without really seeing it.

What I see, underneath the logistics, is the girl looking up from her book in the church pew.

The quality of that glance. Brief, direct, without calculation in it. That's the part that stays with me, because I spend most of my life reading the calculation behind people's eyes.

Today, at the table: the same lack of performance. She was warm. She was funny, in that careful dry way. She looked ata bill with a number she clearly didn't recognize as correct and her first instinct was to return it.

People in my world don't return things.

I don't have her name.

I'll go back tomorrow.

Chapter 4

The Restaurant

Niccolo

Three days since Enzo gave me the name.

The communication channel for the Posillipo route ran through Carmine Esposito, a mid-level logistics man who has worked the port for eleven years and whose cousin married into the Ferrante family eighteen months ago. Esposito didn't know he was being used. That's his defense and it might even be true. It doesn't change what happens next, but it changes the shape of it. You handle stupidity differently than you handle betrayal.

I'm not handling it today.

Today I'm eating alone at La Terrazza di Napoli, which is something I do when the week requires it: a table to myself, no agenda, an hour of watching Naples through a window while the kitchen sends out whatever it's proud of. My father called it a luxury. I call it maintenance. A man who never stops moving starts to lose the thread.

The maître d' seats me in the corner I prefer. The room is filling for Saturday lunch service: tourists at the window tables, a birthday party in the back, two women at the bar sharing a carafe of something pale. The noise level is exactly what I'd expect. I sit with the menu in my hands and don't read it.

I'm thinking about Esposito's cousin.

The waitress approaches from my left, which is the direction I'm not watching. I hear her before I see her.

"Buonasera."

I look up.

The girl from the church pew. Glasses, hair pulled back tight for the shift. The same composure she had in that back pew with her book in her lap, which in a church looked like contemplation and in a restaurant looks like something harder to name. She's holding her order pad and looking at me theway she looked at me when I walked past her in the nave: no performance in it, no calculation I can identify.

She does not, in any way, indicate that she recognizes me.

I set the menu down. "Buonasera."

"Something to drink while you decide?"

Her Italian is Neapolitan, the consonants softened in the particular way of this city. She's local. Born here or raised here long enough that the accent settled in.

"The Falanghina," I say.

A small pause. The same wine I chose three days ago when she recommended it, though she doesn't mention that. Maybe she doesn't remember. Maybe she does. Her pen moves across the pad and she disappears toward the bar without another word.

I watch her go. Then I watch the room as always.

She comes back with the wine, pours it without ceremony, sets the bottle in the cooler beside the table. Efficient. Not performing the warmth that servers at restaurants like this usually perform, the warmth that's supposed to make wealthy men feel attended to. She's not cold. She's just not performing.

"Are you ready to order, or do you need more time?"