Page 41 of Slander


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The words go through me strangely. Not the school's scandal. Not Hannah's sister. Not the deacon's disgraced daughter the whole town's decided about.

To this lady with her iced coffee and her easy grin, I'm justNjal's girl,and that's a clean, simple, uncomplicated thing to be, and I didn't know how badly I needed somebody to look at me and see only that until she did.

"I don't know if I'm anybody's girl," I say, and it comes out wobblier than I mean it to.

Dasha just bumps my shoulder with hers. "Yeah. That's what I said about Rio, too." She sips her coffee. "Now show me how you do that ceiling line, because Meghan won't let me near the cut-in, and I want to know why you're allowed."

I show her.

We paint, and she talks, and somewhere in the easy noise of it, the knot I drove in with starts to come undone.

Dag and Esperanza arrive a little after noon.

I know them before Njal says a word because they come in together, and the whole room shifts toward them the way a room does for people it respects.

He's older, broad, silver at the temples, with eyes that miss nothing.

She's curvy, sharp, and dressed like she came from court. She walks straight up to me with her hand out before I've even got my brush down.

"You're Sophie." Esperanza takes my paint-stained hand in both of hers and doesn't let go. "Iamgoing to fix this. I want you to hear me say that out loud before we say anything else, because you've had a week of people who couldn't help you, and I’m not one of them."

My throat closes so fast I can't answer.

Njal appears with two folding chairs and sets them up in the cleared corner, and Meghan, without being asked, herds Dashatoward the front of the shop to give us the space, and then it's the four of us in the back of a half-painted coffee shop with the brown paper softening the light, and Esperanza opens a folder and gets to work.

"Here's what they have," she says. "And here's why it's nothing."

She walks me through it. The fabricated texts—she calls themthe alleged texts,alwaysalleged,and the word is a small gift every time she says it.

A real message lives on a carrier's server.

A real photo carries data inside the file itself, she tells me, the date and the place and the device that made it, baked in where you can't fake it without leaving fingerprints.

"They sent the school board pictures of screenshots," she says. "Images of images. You know why?"

"Because—" I'm not sure. "Because it's easier?"

"Because the original files would destroy them." Dag leans forward, forearms on his knees. "An image can be made to look like anything. The file underneath it can't lie about where it came from. So they didn't send the file. They sent a picture of a picture and hoped the county school board wouldn't know the difference."

"And usually," Esperanza says, "they'd be right. Nobody asks. In a town like yours, the accusation is the conviction, and everyone moves on." She closes the folder. "We ask. We're going to send that board a letter that demands every original file, the source devices, the carrier records, the chain of custody for every single piece of what they're holding against you. And when they can't produce it—because they can't,mija, because it doesn't exist—the whole thing turns to smoke."

I look down at my hands, paint dried in the creases of my knuckles, and I make myself ask the thing I'm afraid of.

"How long?"

"Weeks. Maybe a couple of months." She doesn't soften it, and I'm grateful. "And I won't lie to you—it's going to feel worse before it feels better. The town's already decided. A letter from a lawyer doesn't un-ring that bell overnight. People will still look at you sideways at the grocery store while we do this." Her dark eyes hold mine. "But you will get your name back. And your job, if you still want it. They picked a woman they thought had nobody. They were wrong."

They were wrong.

Dag asks me for the rest of it then—names, dates, anybody who said a word to my face.

So I give them.

Lizzie Sue at the school pickup with her hand on my arm.

Beverly at the coffee station after service, so worried, so loving.

Patricia in the dairy aisle, weighing the wordsister.