Page 29 of Boys Who Crave


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The panicked look on his face doesn’t help his case. “No, no, I—”

I pull the note that was left for me from my pocket and hold it right in front of his face. “You wrote this, didn’t you? Go on, admit it.”

He reads over the words. “Taken care of the body …” He frowns. “No.”

“Bullshit,” I hiss, and I immediately snatch the notebook from his fingers. “Give me that.”

“Wait, don’t—”

I ignore his pleas and open the small book, wondering what else he’s written in here. If he’s the one who wrote me that note, I’ll know soon enough just by his handwriting.

However, the words on the page catch me off guard.

A mountain of suffering before you

Climb higher and higher

Surrender to none

Black sky filters through your lungs

Like soot raining down upon your soul

Bear your fangs

Only fire will quench the rain

Higher and higher to the tallest hill

Do not let it be in vain

Dredging pain like sludge

Console you

Tears of ruin cascade down

Feet entwined

Hands bound

But none will stand before you

So heavy is the crown

You bear

A void so perfect

It swallows even the air

Breathe

Breathe

Breathe

One final breath