I began riding him deep, loving the feel of his erection as I bounced up and down its length. When his head lolled back and his eyes closed, I became determined to make Canaan come this time. My body was so slick with desire, I easily turned myself until I was reverse-riding him. My hands gripped his muscled thighs, and my plump ass bounced off his dick. His grunts and movements became frantic. He would come any minute, and I rode him harder and harder. Sweat dripped down over my breasts.
When his panting became heavy grunting, I grabbed my ankles, and he gripped my hips, pounding and pounding until I thought my sex might break from his massive dick. Canaan cursed loudly as he came viciously. His body, bucking with spasms, kept the same rhythm until I orgasmed a few moments later.
Canaan pulled me up gingerly to hold me, and I happily drifted to sleep in his warm and strong embrace.
Chapter 26
Kensie
“Baby, hurry up. We’re going to have to buckle up soon. The driver is going to check on us any moment,” I panted, trying to catch my breath after I orgasmed.
He was close to finishing, and I was facedown in one of the seats of his leased Navigator. We’d spent the day exploring the Bahamas and would end the night at the Atlantis Resort, where we were staying. The driver hadn’t yet made it back to the car, and he had convinced me to do a quickie before he returned. “Kens, I’m almost there . . .”
I pressed my ass deeper into him, and he gripped my hips as he hammered into me until his very essence emptied inside of me. We’d thrown caution to the wind when Canaan realized he used all the condoms he usually kept in his wallet, and neither of us wanted to wait. The feel of his throbbing, thick dick inside my slippery walls only quickened my inner spiraling tornado, and I’d come almost as soon as he started stroking.
A minute later, he fell beside me, his pants still around his ankle. I pushed down my dress and turned around in my seat. “Can you pull up your pants?”
“My drivers and pilots know not to interrupt me when I have a woman with me,” he said, immediately frowning with regret after speaking.
I demanded, “How many women?”
Canaan countered, “Are you ready to tell me how many men you’ve been with?”
“Do youreallywant to know because I have no shame?”
“Hell no,” Canaan answered promptly. “In my head, you were an innocent virgin until I stole it from you in Jamaica.”
“I want to know how often you were sailing women around in your yacht or sexing them in Navigators?” I folded my arms.
He raised a sardonic brow. “You want to know if Emme has ever been on my yacht or if we did it in the backseat of a car.”
I waved my hand dismissively. “No. I want to know how many women you swept off their feet, jet-setting them anywhere across the globe on a whim. How many women are desperately waiting for your return to Texas?”
Canaan sighed, “Kensie, whatever I did with other women, that was the past. It’s only you for me moving forward.”
I pointed out, “You’ve never been monogamous. And we fell in love in paradise. What happens when we return to the real world?”
“Where is this coming from? I thought you trusted me.” He pulled up his pants and buckled the seat belt.
“How can I explain it so you’re not mad?”
He touched my thigh. “Just say what you need to say. Don’t change up on me because I want to marry you. You never cared if you pissed me off before.”
My heart melted in a pool of warmth with the ease with which he expressed his desire to marry me. The race was twelve days away, and he impulsively took the day off to spend quality time with me. He’d been ignoring Malcolm’s angry calls all day.
I met his caring gaze. “I’m scared to lose you. To lose what we found. It’s been so perfect, and I’m terrified that once we go home, we’ll remember why we didn’t think we would work in the first place.”
“We might be in paradise, but we never stopped our grind. We brought reality to Miami. We weren’t vacationing this whole time. We both worked long hours and were apart most of the three months we’d been in Miami. I’ve been around women who tried me. Some tried to get at me with you on the other side of me at the party. Women will always try, and I will always stop them. I gave you a ring because I don’t have doubts about us. Not anymore. Being away from our shady history allowed us to create a clear present and bright future. Going back home won’t change that if we don’t let it.”
I nodded with a long sigh.
“I’m not your ex. Your heart is safe with me, and I get the apprehension. I really do. I know your parents’ story, and you know mine. I have also seen real love and commitment from my grandparents and Ms. Murielle. I want that.” He chuckled suddenly.
“What’s funny?”
“Not funny. More ironic, really.” He leaned against my shoulder. “I never thought I would get married or even care about it. My Pops would always say that I hadn’t met that woman I wanted to call my wife, that the right woman isn’t a distraction. He was right. I never wanted to call any woman my wife until you.”
I admitted softly, “And to think I thought a love like ours was impossible.”
