Tears well up in my eyes. That warmth he provided me earlier sears my heart like a branding iron. AGriffin-sized one. I wasn’t even looking for love. And I got a whole mass of it next to me.
Scrambling over the center console, I leap into his lap and throw my arms around his neck, then pepper him with kisses. “I love you. So fucking much.”
In a flash, somehow my sweats are off and his trousers are unbuttoned. He growls, “I can’t wait. But we don’t have much room. Hang on…”
He leans his seat back, and I reach for his cock, stroking him with a fevered hand. His kisses become hungry. Needy and rough. For once, his unshaven stubble scrapes across my skin like sandpaper. And Iwantthe burn.
“Come here.Hurry…” he moans with desperation. “I need you. Now.”
Part of me wonders if I should draw out the moment. Escalate his desire.
But I can’t wait, either.
As soon as I slide down his length, enveloping him? We both sigh with relief. Like we’ve been waiting for a cure to an illness neither of us knew we had.
“Fuuuuck.I missed you,” he groans.
It breaks through me all at once. Not just the pleasure of the sensation. Somethinginsideme. Like everything that scared me last night finally lets go.
He slows me just enough to meet my eyes. Like he has to see me in front of him. Still his. Still here.
“I love you, my wife. And every day, I need you more. Every single thing I learn about you is another hit off my new addiction.”
I bite his neck, and he groans deep, holding me tighter to him. When I’m not going fast enough for him, he grips my ass, lifting me off his lap and slamming me full force back down.
I yelp as his thick dick stretches me full. Taking my breath with every plunge.
My lips suckle on his earlobe until he shivers. “Fill me with everything you have.”
“Oh, baby. You have no idea what that does to me.”
Nails digging into his skin, I writhe against his abs, letting my clit bounce off him in a way that I crave. Claiming my own orgasm. My fingers delve through his hair to hold on as we continue to work each other into a frenzy. But my body seems to be waiting…waiting for his permission.
“Let go. Let it go… Come, my girl. Come for me.”
My brain reaches that platform of nothingness I long for. Bliss ricochets down every limb. Ecstasy floats through my body until I’m a doll for him to use. To finish in.
I’m not sure how long we wait there. Just me hugging him tight. His cock throbbing a few final waves inside me. Our wetness seeping between us.
“Fuck…” he breathes out, panting from the exertion. “I can’t go a day without that, I think. Basically, what I’m trying to say is, last night, I was miserable.”
“I could barely look at you when they took me away.”
His jaw clenches. “I know you asked me to allow it. Iknow it was part of the plan, but…” The rich brown of his eyes grows glassy as I look between them. “I can’t do it again, Scout.” He presses his forehead to mine, breathing me in like he needs proof I’m real. When his voice cracks, so does my heart. “Don’t ask me to do something like that again to you. Because I won’t be able to stop myself from shattering and killing everyone between us.”
“Okay,” I whisper.
I brush my thumbs over his cheeks, then pinch one until he smiles again. The one only I get to see. “Ready to see inside?”
“Yes!” I shout, sliding off him.
We straighten up and head in. The cottage is nice. Fresh paint. Two bedrooms and one bathroom. An updated kitchen. It’s small and useful. Perfect for a first rental.
“Leo says he’ll let us be here rent-free for the rest of the school year. But if I’m late on the money by one day after that, he won’t hesitate to throw us on the street.” He grimaces. “I believe him. But I have something he doesn’t know up my sleeve.”
I lace my fingers through Apollo’s as we take in the bathroom together. “What’s that?”
A devilish look crosses his face. “I’m the youngest son.”
