I saw his body the first night we hooked up, but it was dark and I had been drinking.
Now I can see every inch of him. Every dip and curve of his muscles, and—fuck… those are back dimples.
I close my eyes and try not to die.
“You okay?” he asks.
I pop my eyes open. He’s watching me with a knowing smile.
“Fine,” I squeak out. “Is that okay?”
He shrugs. “If you think it’s fine, then it’s fine.”
“Do you want me to—”
I can’t finish my sentence to ask if he wants me to leave while he gets dressed because he just drops his towel and reaches for the boxer briefs. And because he likes to torture me, he turns to face me as he pulls them on.
I can’t breathe. I’m dying.
I can’t tell if he’s hotter completely naked or with those soft, black boxer briefs tight around him. Because there’s justsomething about a man in boxer briefs that really turns me on. There’s no denying JJ is hot as hell.
I’m a total goner.
“You were saying?” he asks in a cocky tone.
“Huh? What?” I flick my gaze up to him.
“You started to say something?” He grabs his jeans and pulls them on next.
My jaw is on the floor. I know it.
“Uh, yeah,” I say. “Sure.”
“Sure?”
“Huh?”
He laughs as he buttons his jeans. But instead of continuing to get dressed, he walks over to me, caging me in against the wall.
“Do you find me so attractive that you’re speechless? Because if so, that’s really fucking hot,” he says in a low tone.
All I can do is nod… very slowly.
It’s taking everything in me not to reach for him and show him what I really think of him and how hot he is. Thankfully, my phone rings. And suddenly I can breathe again.
I pull it from my pocket as JJ goes back to grab his shirt, the moment broken. I’m both disappointed and relieved over it.
“It’s Rudy,” I say before answering. “Hello?”
“Just wanted to make sure you’re still coming.”
“Yep, I am. We’re leaving in like twenty minutes?” I glance at JJ who nods. “Yeah, twenty minutes.”
“Cool. I’ll make sure you’re on the list. Love you, boo.” He makes three kissy noises and then ends the call.
While JJ finishes getting ready, looking hotter than ever, I promise myself that I will not come in my pants before the night is over.
Chapter 20
