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“You announced me to my own event.”

“I provided enthusiastic support.” He steals a glass from a passing tray. “There’s a difference.”

The last guest leaves at nine-forty-seven.

I know this because I’ve been unconsciously tracking the room all evening—the professional habit of someone who’s spent five years making sure everyone has what they need before she tends to herself. The Luxe team went first, Derek shaking my hand with genuine warmth and telling me the content we captured tonight is going to be extraordinary. The press filed out in clusters. Sorrowville drifted home in the unhurried way of people who have nowhere urgent to be and good stories to tell tomorrow.

Shep left third to last.

On his way out, he stopped beside me, and I waited for the joke, the final comedic punctuation on an evening he’d already marked as his own.

Instead he said, quietly: “She stayed until the end. Helped clean up without being asked.” He paused. “Just thought you should know.”

Then he walked out into the night wearing an expression I’m going to be thinking about for a while.

Lynsie left five minutes before him.

Beth is second to last. She finds me near the product display, takes both my hands, and does the thing she’s been doing all evening—communicating everything without saying anything.Then she pulls me into a hug that lasts long enough to say more than words ever could.

“Sunday,” she says when she lets go. “Both of you. Don’t be late.”

“We won’t.”

She squeezes my hands once more and goes.

Nora is last.

She moves through the emptying salon with the unhurried dignity she brings to everything, pausing to look at the photo display one final time. Her eyes find the picture of Bennett in the background—the unguarded one, the one Shep stood in front of for so long. She looks at it for a moment.

Then she crosses to me.

She cups my face in both hands, the way she has since I was small enough to need it, and looks at me for a long moment without speaking.

I don’t need her to speak.

“I know,” I say.

She smiles—small, certain, the smile of a woman who planted a seed and waited patiently to see what grew. Then she presses a kiss to my forehead and walks out, and the door closes softly behind her, and I am alone in my salon for the first time all evening.

Except I’m not.

Bennett has been quietly dismantling the event setup for the past twenty minutes—folding chairs, consolidating the product displays, doing the unglamorous work of the end of things without being asked. He moves through my space with the ease of someone who has learned its geography, who knows which drawer sticks and which light switch controls what and where I keep the good trash bags.

He knows my salon the way he knows my coffee order. The way he knows which Post-it section I save for the feelings that matter most.

I watch him work and feel something so quiet and complete it almost doesn’t have a name.

Almost.

He looks up and finds me watching. Straightens. Takes in whatever’s on my face.

“Hey.” He crosses the room. “How do you feel?”

I think about the purple Post-it still on my station counter. Think about this morning, his arms around me, both of us looking at that small word like it was the most significant thing either of us had ever held.

Think about my father, and my mother, and the seven-year-old girl who decided that needing people was the most dangerous thing in the world.

Think about Bennett in the middle of Main Street, and Bennett holding a reflector panel he was never asked to hold, and Bennett putting his face in his hands while Shep announced me to my own event.