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I make quick work, using my body wash and loofah to wash away the stench from the night. When I finally step out of the shower, wrapping my body and hair in towels, and brush my teeth, I feel a little less like death warmed up. Something greasy is definitely in order.

Drawing my shoulders back, I take a deep breath, step out into the hallway, and slip into my bedroom. Drying off, I pull on a pair of knickers. They might not be much to look at, but they're comfortable. I don’t want to wear a bra after sleeping in one. Nathan has already had an eyeful. I go with my super-dry crop top and then pull on a t-shirt.

Brushing out my wet hair, I just pull it into a messy bun. And then attempt to get some of the remains of last night's makeup from my face.

And then I take a deep breath—time to face the music. Here we go.

I’m hit with the smell of coffee and toast when I open my door.

“I hope you don’t mind,” Nathan says around a mouthful of toast as I make my way into the kitchen. He nods to the place opposite him where he’s made me some too.

“Of course not.” I clear my throat, my voice a croaky mess from the lack of use. “Thanks,” I say, sitting in the seat opposite.

“I know it's not quite a fry-up, but I worked with what we had.”

I can’t help smiling at that. My fridge is a joke at this point. I need to start getting my shit together. Char clearly played Mum more than I gave her credit for.

Wrapping my fingers around the coffee cup, I bring it to my lips and take a sip, but can’t hide my reaction as I pull it away, scrunching up my nose.

“What’s wrong?” he asks, dropping his half-eaten toast on the plate. I smile at the amount of Nutella he has smothered over it.

“Sweet,” I reply.

He leans over the table. “Sorry, that's mine. This is yours,” he says, swapping our mugs.

Bringing it to my lips, I take a sip and let out a contented hum. Perfect.

And then my chest squeezes, that he knows how I take my coffee and yet my parents still manage to keep getting it wrong.

Ripping a corner of my toast, I pop it into my mouth.

“Listen about last night, I’m sorry...”

Nathan holds up his hand. “Stop, whatever you’re about to say, don’t. I had a good time, and I know you did, too, until your ex showed up.”

I nod and nibble on some more of my toast.

“Yeah, but it's not your job to take care of me.”

Feeling his stare, I raise my eyes and see his head tilted.

“No, it isn’t, but we went out together. I just wanted to make sure you got home safe.”

We both eat our toast in silence and then I glance over at the sofa, remembering how he looked all cramped up on the small thing.

“You didn’t have to stay. I mean, you could have had Char’s old bed.”

Or mine.

My cheeks swarm with heat at the thought, and I stand too quickly and grip the table's edge.

ChapterTwenty-Three

NATHAN

I push the chair out, rush to her side, and take hold of her elbow.

“You okay?”