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Chapter Three

After spending a night at Susan Dailey’s house, it was time for the big dance, which was the true reason they were in Texas, though Cassie had enjoyed the travel and the ability to see a new place. Before they had left the train station in Beckham, Cassie had never been outside of Massachusetts.

Cassie stepped into the church for the dance, her heart pounding. The church was alive with the sounds of laughter and conversations. She felt a tingle of excitement at the prospect of meeting someone special, yet a knot of nervousness tightened in her stomach, as if she were about to face a room of rowdy schoolchildren rather than potential suitors.

Across the room, amidst the jovial chaos of hopeful hearts and eager glances, stood a man whose presence seemed to command the space around him. His eyes scanned the room not with the hunger of a man in desperate search of a partner, but with the quiet confidence of one who knew his worth and was calculating his next move.

He leaned against a wooden pillar, arms folded across his chest, his posture relaxed yet undeniably alert—a rancher surveying his land with an eye for opportunity. Cassie noted the subtle crease in his brow, the way his gaze lingered thoughtfully on the different women before moving on, as if he were envisioning a future and pondering the pieces needed to complete it. And though they were but strangers in a crowded room filled with festive noise, Cassie felt drawn to the man.

Cassie’s nerves settled into a simmering curiosity as she moved through the crowd, her gaze inadvertently returning tothe man by the pillar. Their eyes met, and for a fleeting moment, the clamorous room seemed to hush around them. Andy’s lips curled into a knowing smirk, mirroring the half-smile that tugged at Cassie’s mouth. It was a silent exchange, but it spoke volumes—a shared recognition that they were both outsiders observing the dance.

Taking a steadying breath, Cassie navigated closer, her blue eyes locking onto his dark ones with an unspoken challenge. With each step, the hum of fiddles and the rhythm of boots on wood faded into the background.

“I’m Cassandra Brown,” she said, voice steady but laced with a playful undertone.

“Miss Brown,” Andy replied. “Andrew Forsythe. My friends call me Andy.” He paused for a moment as if studying her. “You look positively thrilled to be here.”

“Thrilled is...one word for it,” Cassie quipped, her lips quirking upward. “I find the concept of dancing in circles only to end up right where you started rather perplexing.”

“Agreed,” he nodded. “Much like the idea of raising children, don’t you think? An endless waltz of noise and mess, and for what?”

“Very true.” She chuckled, the sound surprising even herself. “A life of servitude to small tyrants does not appeal to me in the slightest.”

“Nor to me,” Andy confessed, his smile widening. “I’ve often thought my ambitions are more suited to cattle than to cradles.”

“Fortunate, then, that cows rarely require schooling or diaper changes,” Cassie remarked, pleased by his company and the ease of their banter. “I happen to know what’s in those diapers, and I have no desire to be around them.”

“Very fortunate,” Andy agreed, his eyes gleaming with mirth. “I daresay we share an uncommon perspective, Miss Brown.”

“Uncommon, yet refreshingly practical, Mr. Forsythe.” Cassie’s heart fluttered at the thought that perhaps she wasn’t alone in her preferences after all. She’d stumbled upon a kindred spirit in the middle of a dance meant to match orphaned women with lonely men. Andy Forsythe wasn’t just another rancher looking for a wife to fill his homestead with children. He was like her, content with a life untouched by the pitter-patter of little feet.

“Never thought I’d meet someone who shared my sentiments,” Cassie mused, her gaze fixed on Andy’s face, searching for any sign of jest. Instead, she found only genuine agreement.

“Neither did I,” Andy admitted with a soft chuckle. “Most around these parts see marriage and children as the same—a package deal.”

“An expensive package,” Cassie added with a wry smile, feeling an unfamiliar sense of camaraderie bloom within her chest. It was a relief, a validation of her own choices. Not everyone longed for the patter of tiny hands and feet—some were content with quieter, simpler dreams.

“True,” Andy said, his dark eyes reflecting a depth that beckoned her to look closer. “I suppose it’s all moot for me anyway.” His voice lowered, a thread of vulnerability woven through his words. “I had the mumps as a child. Doctor said it left me...well, unlikely to father children.”

His candidness struck a chord in Cassie, urging her to share her own truth. “I understand more than you might think, Mr. Forsythe. Teaching in Massachusetts...it opened my eyes. I realized motherhood isn’t where my heart lies.”

“Miss Brown...” Andy’s gaze held hers, his expression gentle. “Cassie, that’s not something many would admit.”

“Nor is your situation,” she countered, empathy warming her tone. “Yet here we are, two people who are willing to go against what society considers the norm.”

“Seems so.” He reached for a glass of punch from a nearby table and offered it to her. As their fingers brushed, a current of unspoken understanding passed between them.

“Thank you,” she whispered, her hand trembling slightly as she accepted the drink. The conversation had shifted, no longer just idle chatter but something raw and real. They were peeling back layers, revealing truths that others might shy away from, and it drew them closer in the most unexpected way.

“Thank you,” she repeated, not just for the punch, but for the moment—for the connection that neither of them had anticipated, yet both desperately needed.

Cassie’s hand was still tingling from the touch of Andy’s fingers on hers. She sipped the punch, its sweetness on her tongue mirroring the unexpected joy bubbling in her chest. Her eyes locked with his once more, and she found herself teetering on the edge of a wild idea.

“Mr. Forsythe,” she began, her voice a mix of mischief and boldness, “if neither of us is inclined to raise children, and both of us are seeking companionship...”

Andy’s dark eyes sparkled with the same adventurous glint she felt lighting up her own. “Miss Brown, are you suggesting what I think you’re suggesting?”

Cassie set down the glass with a decisive clink. “I am. Perhaps we should consider a partnership of a different sort. Marriage but without a desire for children, to aid your ranch and my dream of dressmaking. What do you say?”