Page 279 of Borrow My Calm


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My life had become a math problem written by a sadist.

Tiny solved the paralysis by barking from inside with the force of an air horn.

I laughed once, because it startled out of me, then got out and walked up the side path.

Declan opened the door before I knocked. He had changed out of his rink clothes into black sweats and a white T-shirt, beard trimmed, hair still damp like he had showered not long ago. He looked calm.

That annoyed me for approximately half a second, until I saw the tension at the corners of his mouth.

“Hey,” he said.

I stepped inside. “Hey.”

Tiny hit me at thigh level, which was less a greeting than a weather event. I caught his giant head with both hands while he shoved himself into my legs like he had personally arranged my return.

“Hi, yes, I survived the cruel absence. I know. Nobody suffered like you.”

Tiny groaned and leaned harder.

Declan shut the door behind me. “He’s been watching the window since six.”

“That’s unhealthy.”

“He learned from you.”

I looked over Tiny’s head. “Cheap shot.”

“Accurate shot.”

The house smelled like garlic and something warm and rich. My stomach reacted before the rest of me did. I had eaten after the meeting because Declan had told me to, but eating a protein bar while sitting in my apartment staring at a list of employment attorneys did not count as dinner. It counted as self-preservation with crumbs.

“You cooked,” I said.

“Yes.”

“Like, cooked cooked.”

“There are degrees?”

“There’s food, and then there’s grown-up food. This smells like grown-up food.”

He watched me take off my jacket. “Chicken, pasta, vegetables.”

“Vegetables plural?”

“You’ll survive.”

“I’m under legal stress.”

“Your cells still require nutrients.”

I pointed at him. “This is why people think athletes need supervision.”

“You do.”

I should have made a joke. It was sitting right there. Easy. Automatic.

Instead, the word hit lower than humor.