Page 13 of Borrow My Calm


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At 12:41, I shut the laptop.

At 5:38, I woke before my alarm, irritated by the fact that my first coherent thought was Holloway better not be late.

The arena was nearly empty when I arrived. Security lights. Cleaning crew. The low hum of a building before it filled with noise. I had coffee in one hand, practice plan under my arm, and Tiny’s hair on my black pants despite having used a lint roller twice.

Old habit took me past the players’ lounge before my office.

I expected darkness. Empty chairs. Maybe Roman already there if he’d decided to make a point.

Instead, Jace Holloway sat alone at the far table.

It was 8:04.

He wore a black hoodie, hair damp like he’d showered too fast, notebook open in front of him. A pen spun between his fingers, stopped, spun again. His phone sat face down on the other side of the table, deliberately out of reach. There was a paper cup of coffee beside him and another untouched cup across from him, as if he’d bought one too many or forgotten he’d already had one.

He looked up when I stepped inside.

For once, he didn’t lead with a smart remark.

“Morning,” he said.

I glanced at the clock on the wall, then back at him. “You’re early.”

His shoulders shifted. Not quite a shrug. “Alarms.”

Plural.

I looked at the notebook. On the top of the page, in blocky handwriting, he’d written:

8:30 Meeting

Notebook

Phone away

Don’t argue before coffee

Below that, a crooked line had been drawn under don’t argue.

I had to look away before my expression gave me away.

“Coffee helping?” I asked.

“Not noticeably.”

That sounded honest.

I nodded toward the second cup. “That yours too?”

He looked at it, then frowned. “I think I panicked at the counter.”

I took the seat across from him, setting my own coffee down. “Panic buying coffee is better than panic buying a motorcycle.”

His mouth twitched. “That happen to you?”

“My brother Owen. Twice.”

“Same motorcycle?”