Then I wink at him and step out.
Part of me is dying to see his expression.
Another part of me is wondering if I just made a fool of myself again.
I just couldn’t help myself.
He walked right into that one.
My friends always say I’m a big flirt. I don’t necessarily disagree with them, but I find it harmful and fun.
Most of the time, it just pops out. Around Sebastian, I may be a little more interested in his reactions, but still, it’s all entertaining.
I’ve seen him around a fair share of women, and I know he can be the biggest flirt if he wants to.
He’s never bought out that side of himself to me, which makes me want to push him slightly.
When he called me beautiful, he was almost flustered, worried he had offended me when suggesting I wouldn’t want to be photographed.
He was freaking adorable.
But I want Sebastian to be more than adorable around me.
I want him to let loose.
I want him to look at me like he looked at me at that gala before my dear brother ruined our moment.
I may set myself up for rejection here, but it will be fun, nevertheless.
You can’t take yourself too seriously, and I’m going to enjoy my London adventure to the fullest.
That includes bringing out the wilder side of Sebastian as well.
Chapter 5
Sebastian
Fuck.
Everything comes back to that word and how effortlessly Lily called me “mister rich as fuck” before telling me how filthy she can be.
I don’t think I’ve ever heard her swear before, and then she goes ahead like it’s the most natural thing in the world.
And it is.
I swear all the time; most of my friends do, too.
It never makes me halt in my tracks, at a loss for words.
This really shouldn’t be a big deal.
Again, I’m certain I’m going crazy.
And it has everything to do with Lily Hastings, and how freaking filthy she can be.
If I wasn’t already struggling, my brain is now filled with images of her, putting her words into action.
And this is where I need to draw the fucking line.
