BandAid42
About who I am?
F4tNw1ll1ng
No.
About what you’re going to do to me next.
There. The ball is in BandAid42’s court now. They can either give me another set of instructions to comply with, or I can end whatever non-relationship this is with them and move on to someone else.
BandAid42
Oh, you’re horny.
F4tNw1ll1ng
Aren’t you? Isn’t that the entire point of this site?
BandAid42
No. That’s not the point. This is a matchmaking site unlike any other. It’s here that people can explore without judgment and without fear. The point is to match you to someone who can meet your needs and likewise you with someone whose needs you meet. I’m not here to be your cum buddy.
The blow of judgment is harsh. I tremble as I lift my hands, but I’m not entirely sure what to say. Because this site is about sex and dark fantasies. That’s written all over it, and in every single chat that I’ve seen. People are here looking for that and nothing else.
F4tNw1ll1ng
Did I not meet your need when I told you about what I’d done?
BandAid42
It was less than satisfactory.
Huh. I sit with that one a second. I mean, I know I was shy about sharing so many details, but I thought for a first-time virgin, as BandAid42 had called me, that I’d done a pretty damn good job with that. But I guess I hadn’t really checked, had I?
F4tNw1ll1ng
How can I meet your need now?
Why did I ask that? God, I’m in so deep that I can’t even see the way out anymore, can I? Not that I’m looking. And there’s something about the way BandAid42 talks to me that keeps me coming back. I can’t let them out of my sight. Because I need more, and it seems as though they do, too.
BandAid42
Give me the password to access your camera system.
Those words stare at me as cold dread fills me. They want to watch me? We have cameras in the house, not just by the doors. Reik insisted on them being there when there was a string of burglaries going on in the neighborhood, and I never took them down or stopped the feeds. If BandAid42 has access, then they’ll be able to see everything.
Not just me, but him.
And what he does to me. How he treats me.
If they tell me to fuck myself again, then they’ll be able to see that too.
Shaking visibly, I lean forward and type the only thing I can think of.
F4tNw1ll1ng
If you know my name and if you know that I have cameras, then why don’t you just hack them?
