BandAid42
You’ll find out your punishment later.
I breathe a sigh of relief. Whatever’s going to happen as a consequence, I’m not going to have to deal with it now. I still have time to try and talk my way out of it or find a way around it.
BandAid42
Tell me.
Right. I’m supposed to be talking about my instructions and everything I’d done.
F4tNw1ll1ng
It felt amazing.
BandAid42
Details. ALL of them.
I gulp.All of them?I’ve never been comfortable talking about sex. Reading about it is one thing, watching pornography in the quiet of a room with no one around and no one knowing is another thing. But this? I’m not sure I can do this. I’m not ready forthis.
BandAid42
I don’t repeat commands without punishment to follow.
Right.
F4tNw1ll1ng
I did exactly what you told me. Mother was downstairs with my husband, and I was in the upstairs bathroom. I took a red silk scarf and tied it around my neck, tight so it wouldn’t fall off.
I pause. BandAid42 probably wants more detail. Not just the list of things I did or how I did them, but the details of how everything made me feel. Voices reverberate through the vents up to the room, laughter, stories. I’m missing family time—not that I ever felt as though I was part of the family.
F4tNw1ll1ng
It felt odd at first, having the scarf tied around my neck, and watching myself in the phone. But the more I watched, the more I liked it.
I especially liked the feeling of being strangled.
BandAid42
Good. Good. Tell me how you fucked yourself.
F4tNw1ll1ng
I started by circling my clit, just getting used to myself again.
It hadn’t been a long time since I’d masturbated, but I’d felt so uneasy staring at myself and looking at my vulva and clit when normally I just went for the quick flick to get off and be done. Biting my lip, I glance toward the door. Did it mean something that no one had come to check on me? Shaking that outrageous thought from my head, I focus back on the conversation at hand.
F4tNw1ll1ng
With some lube, I got enough sensation that it started to feel good. Then I put in fingers and tried to imagine they were yours.
BandAid42
How many?
F4tNw1ll1ng
