I suck him, and Lucas hisses. It’s been years since I’ve been with a man, not since… No. I can’t think about him here. Not when we’re like this. It will make me stop, and like always, I’m too selfish not to take what I want.
“Can I eat you out?” I ask, my nose nudging his balls.
“Yeah. I showered after I jerked off, and then I’ve just been lying here, trying to sleep.”
“Thinking about me,” I confirm.
“No. That was a lie.”
I chuckle. “I don’t believe you.” I bite his thigh. “Roll over. I want your ass.”
“I mean, who doesn’t want their ass eaten? You don’t have to tell me twice.” Lucas kicks his leg over my body, turning onto his belly, and I reposition so I’m lying between his legs, his juicy peach right in front of me.
“Fuck,” I say, giving it a slap, then massaging his cheeks. I’m dying for him, want to experience every little thing I can with Lucas, to hold on to this feeling of me…of the me I’m familiar with and the one I’m not because that’s who he brings out in me.
“I’m waiting,” he says, and I can’t help but grin. I’m not surprised Lucas makes sex playful, that he is himself in this too, saying whatever comes to mind.
I spread his cheeks, take in the tight ring of muscle. He makes my mouth water. I’m fucking salivating for him. I slip my thumb between his cheeks, rub his rim, watch his hole clench. “You’re so fucking sexy.”
“It is a great hole.”
“Not just that,” I answer honestly. “Everything about you.” Did I see it before? I’m not sure if I did, if now I’m seeing Lucas in a different light, or if I didn’t let myself ever contemplate that I could be attracted to him. If the latter is true, it’s another tally mark under the heading “Bad Person,”which is what I fear I am.
Wanting those thoughts out of my head, I bury my face in his ass instead, licking up and down his crack, then flicking my tongue back and forth over his hole. He pushes back against my face, rutting into the mattress as I devour his ass like it’s my last meal, and maybe it is—my last meal of him, and I damn sure plan to enjoy it.
I don’t let up, practically suffocate myself in his ass as he makes hungry sounds, telling me, “Fuck yes. Deeper. Put your tongue inside me. I want you deep, Hunt. As fucking deep as you can go.”
Those must be the sexiest words I’ve ever heard, sending me into a frenzy where I’m nothing but this ball of wild, unfettered desire for him.
I soften his hole up until I can push my tongue in, fucking him with it, rutting my dick against the bed, just like he’s doing. He’s a meal I could never tire of, but I’m also dying for more, want to see my dick split him open, to know what it feels like to be inside him.
“I need inside you.” I push off him and grab the lube. “Condoms?”
“Top drawer.”
I reach in, see a strip of rubbers, and pull one free, then kneel behind him, slick my fingers, and press one between his cheeks, pushing in. His hole is so fucking tight, his body so fucking hot, I know I’ll want to bust the second I’m inside him.
“Jesus, Lucas.” I kiss his nape, his shoulders, licking down his spine as I work one, then two fingers inside him.
“More,” he begs, his back arching beneath me.
I love the feel of him, how hot his body runs, the way his muscles move, how he’s both hard and soft, and how intoxicating his scent is. “You want three?”
“I want your dick.”
I chuckle into his hair, still kissing and fingering his eager body.
“I’ll give it to you…” I work three fingers into him, stretching him for my cock. “I’ve been thinking about this too, Lucas. All fucking week…before that, even. I’ve been thinking about how you would feel, what you would taste like, the sounds you would make, and then, when I got those answers, I knew I would keep wanting more.”
“Jesus. Get your dick inside me,” he orders. “Now. You think I haven’t been waiting for that? Don’t make me wait anymore. Give it to me.”
I curse, pull back, and straddle one of his legs. I slide the condom down my precum-slicked cock, then lube up, my whole body primed. I’m fucking shaking, nothing but this intense need and want taking up all the space inside me. I press into him from behind, one of his legs bent, the other straight and beneath me, his ass poking out just enough.
If I thought his ass felt good around my fingers, it has nothing on how it feels around my cock. I work the head inside, feel his body suck me in, all that tight heat enveloping me. I moan as I press farther into him, in and out in little thrusts, each one going deeper until I’m buried to the hilt, groin against his ass and all of me inside him.
Inside Lucas.
“Christ, I’m going to come,” I say breathlessly.