Regan did not know what to be, without her elder sister.
But Gaela was dead.
So Regan walked, and walked. The wind gusted hard at her back, pushing her along the way.Good, yes, Regan was glad the wind agreed this was the way to go.
Back to the earth, to the heart of the island. To a spring, or a grove of ash trees. Always ashes had been her favorite: slender and gray, at first, but spreading and gorgeous as they grew strong. The whisper of their leaves was always a delicate song.
Why did she feel so cold? She shivered hard, as if ill.
All Regan could hope for now was a bed of roots, a cool, damp nest in which to close her eyes and simply stop. Fade into the earth as if she’d always been a part of it. Where Gaela would be soon, and Connley already waited.
Regan was a worm of decay, twining about the forest roots, always between death and new life, but never quite alive. Everyone around her died; perhaps it was the reason she could bear no child. There was not enough life in her.
Her sister’s cheek had been so cold.
Regan shuddered again, and the wind trailed sharp fingers down her spine.
“She asked for the poison your mother used,” the witch had said softly. “I did not expect her to drink it.”
It had not seemed a thing to believe, and yet, there was the proof of it before Regan’s eyes: Gaela laid out by the hearth in Brona Hartfare’s room, sleeping, dead.
Regan had clawed her skin until blood dripped like hot tears down her face, and pulled Gaela’s dagger free of the sheath at her thigh. Brona had leaned away, but Regan did not strike. She’d touched the cold blade to her palm, then the back of her hand, dragging the tip up her wrist and over her sleeve, leveling it at her own heart.
But the sun had nearly risen, and Ban the Fox waited for her in the Refuge of Thorns. Regan had kissed her cold sister and gone out onto the moor to find her other sister, dull and alone. The dagger loose in her hand.
Shouldn’t she feel more?
Now the duel was over, too, and Regan walked. For a few minutes or an hour, or a day or a year, she lost the scale of time. There was such emptiness inside her.
Regan, pretty Regan,whispered the wind.
She replied not at all. The wind had given her nothing. The roots had given her nothing. She’d never had any reason to ask the stars. Only Gaela had loved her, and then Connley.
Ban the Fox might have, but he was dead. So was her mother. Her father, Lear, dead. All her enemies were dead, but all her family, too.
“Regan!”
The witch ignored the sound of her name, even from her baby sister’s voice, and walked on, her pace the same, toward the edge of the forest. Her slippers skidded on the rocky slope, and Regan crested it, stumbling down into the forest valley. Blue sky shone down on the black and gray and white forest, scratched here and there by scarlet and orange because it was so late in the year. Beautiful, the brilliant colors of death. On Innis Lear they wore white for the dead, but death was so vibrant. It was a sun of colors. Gaela was bold, and now she was dead. Regan had always been cool and shaded. She was still alive.
Not for long.
The shadows of the White Forest overcame her, and Regan lifted her gaze to the trees.Where the ash?she murmured in their language, and the wind pushed her forward.
“Regan!”
The second daughter of Lear entered the slip of ash trees and brandished Gaela’s knife.
“No!” Elia caught her arm, jerking her around. “Regan!”
Blood and tears striped Regan’s face; her loose hair crackled with wind and energy. “My sister is dead,” she said in a hollow voice.
“… Gaela is dead?” Elia breathed.
“I was not so strong as her, nor so glorious.”
The girl, the little princess, moved carefully closer, staring at the dagger in Regan’s hand. “How?”
Regan shut her eyes. “Gaela drank Dalat’s poison.”
