“Yes,” Elia said to Aefa now, still spread on her back. The sharp blue sky burned her eyes. “I talk to myself, though I think the island is listening.”
Strange she’d seemed, no doubt, to those she encountered, but enough still believed in the spirit of the island, and honored the earth saints, thatthey liked to hear the daughter of their king, the one given to the stars, speaking with the roots.
She and Aefa had been directed to this old lookout, abandoned when a newer lighthouse was erected on a promontory slightly more northward, one which could see farther up the coast from Port Comlack. Built of stone into one room, the old cottage perched at the edge of a limestone cliff slowly crumbling into the sea. Crusted in salt, it held only an ancient hooded hearth, a table, and a bedframe she and Aefa filled in with collected grass, to sleep on together. Elia had boiled water and scrubbed it all down, chapping her fingers, while Aefa concocted thin soup from supplies La Far had pressed upon them, and tended the fire. The first evening, Elia had stared out the window, listening to the hiss of wind and crash of waves. The ocean did not speak a language she knew, though she wondered if words concealed themselves in the rush of salt and water.
After Aefa fell into an exhausted sleep, Elia wrote letters to her father and Ban Errigal in the ashes atop the hearthstone, then wiped them away.
She did not yet know the words to write to her sisters.
All the first night, Elia had remained awake, shoulder pressed to Aefa’s spine, and stared at the heather thatching that hung thick but tattered between rafters. Moonlight streamed in the window, and Elia listened.
The sun rose, and she wandered outside onto the cliff, to listen more. The island chanted long strings of words and offered poems about things she’d known but forgotten, and things she’d never guessed about the lives of bumblebees and blackbirds. The island knew her, and gave her tender songs; it gave her the truth of where to find a new vein of rubies in the north; it gave her a word for the fleeting light between shadows in a windblown forest; it gave her the death of a beautiful ghost owl, blood spilled into the earth with violent magic; it told her a joke she did not quite understand. Elia laughed anyway to make the island happy, for in every other way Innis Lear was miserable.
This was a fractured island, an island of one people torn between loyalties and faiths, all in conflict: what mattered most? A king must at least hear his people, who in turn hear the island, but Lear had cut it all away, and listened only to the stars. The trees had not grown strong new roots in years, not since they’d had a king who spoke with them. Her father had closed off the rootwater so the people could not share it, and the island forgot the taste of people’s blood and spit, so how could it recognize its own? The wind raged or sagged, uncertain and frustrated without strong trees to chatter with, or clever birds to lift high. It forgot the patterns to dance for the best seeding, how to keep animals ready for the change of seasons. Hersisters, the island whispered, did not trust the wind, not even the one who longed for rootwater, the one who bled onto the roots of the island as if she could provide all the sustenance it needed. As if they could be replenished by one who took ever more than she could give, wrapped in her own loss.
We remember when all of you were born, and your mother laughed, singing a song with words we do not know, but that is broken now.
How do I weave it all back together?Elia asked.
And the island said,Be everything.
An impossible answer to an unfair question.
So Elia listened throughout her second day, until Aefa returned again for the night, from another foray into Port Comlack and along the outer edges of the farmland nearby. She had asked all she met after the king or his Fool, for rumors and loyalties and even just opinions, about anything, learning only that a contingent of Lear’s retainers camped at the south foot of the White Forest.
“I have fresh fish!”
Smiling, Elia listened to the wind flutter Aefa’s skirt as the girl collapsed to the ground, and it teased Elia’s earlobes with tiny fingers, tugging her hair. The princess smelled the fish then, and said, “I’ll help you prepare them.”
“Already clean, ready to cook, for neither of us knows better.” Aefa plopped beside Elia, the bag of fish in her lap. “We’d end up choking on tiny bones if we tried ourselves. We are helpless in some areas.”
Elia rolled her head to touch it to Aefa’s knee. “Me more than you.”
“True, but that’s a princess’s prerogative.”
The girls cooked their fish on the hearthstone at the cottage and ate it messily together outside. Aefa asked when they would go, and Elia said, “Soon. Our fathers are safe, for now. The trees say both Lear and his Fool are in Hartfare with Brona and Kay Oak.”
“With my mother, then, too,” Aefa said happily, raking the coals she’d kept glowing as they ate.
“Aefa…” The princess hesitated, reached out and touched her friend’s knuckles. “You’ve never stopped making fire.”
Aefa’s eyebrows flew high. She snapped and whisperedfirein the language of trees, and a spark lit at the tips of her fingers. It burned for a flash and went out.
“Are you a wizard, too?” Elia whispered. She did not think so, but she had to ask.
“No. I only make fire, and honestly, sometimes when I’m not with you it doesn’t work. But I couldn’t stop.”
“Why?”
“I needed to remind you that such things are possible.”
Elia slept that night weary and relaxed, falling away to the island’s low, rough lullaby.
Again at dawn, Elia wandered down into the lowlands, where the grass grew tall over the edges of the Innis Road, that long path leading from the Summer Seat in the southwest to Errigal at the southeast. Once the road had been set with granite, but now grass and weeds grew up over it, and the flat stones were sunken into the earth. Heather pulled away in all directions, streaking over the hills and valleys like low purple mist, and boulders and rough rocks jutted up, ruining the land for farms. This was grazing land, or land for digging up great star stones. And then for collecting well caps, too. It was harsh and beautiful and Elia’s favorite part of the island. Unlike the rocky cliffs of the Summer Seat, unlike the furious ocean, unlike the emerald hills north at Dondubhan, or even the thick, wet shadows of the great White Forest, these southern moors gave her the feeling of flight. The wind gusted, nothing slowing it down. It roared with vivid life.
When Elia had given her heart to the stars, she’d stopped loving her island, too.
Dark clouds gathered far to the north: a storm brewing at the far end of the White Forest. By this afternoon, it would rage. For now, the wind sang, brushing her hands against the bearded wheat: she remembered how she’d loved the sensation when she was a girl, how it would make an almost-conversation, a loving murmur between her skin and the earth. The breeze blew, drawing her attention back again: there halfway up a sweeping hill stood a hawthorn tree, bent and scraggled by pressing, constant wind. She climbed to it and grasped the peeling old bark. Most leaves had dropped away, and the bright red haws already budded along the twigs and branches.
