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“Daddy…”

“I promise, Cupcake, it’s fine.”

“All right, if you say so.”

I smile as best as I can. “I do. Now be good, and I’ll be home by dinner so we can talk about all the ways we want to punish your uncle.”

She grins at that. “Deal.”

I turn, look at Jimmy, and nod as I go to spend my time in jail.

I always knew my downfall would be a Gatlin.

Chapter 32

Lark

Today has been a weird day. My brothers are nowhere to be found, and I’m off with the horses.

Usually I see them at least a few times, but today—not once.

However, it’s probably a good thing I’m not around anyone. It’s as though my heart is not in sync with my body.

I was trying to work with a client’s horse, but the horse wasn’t responding, and I wasn’t into it.

Maybe it’s because my head is filled with his words about how I’m worthy and I shouldn’t let my family trample me.

Maybe it’s because I closed my eyes and dreamed of a world where I could be with him. Not in secret. Not where we’re lying to people, but where we could get on our horses together and ride to the ridge in broad daylight.

I need a break from my mind.

I want to see Tristan, which is a bad idea, because I shouldn’t want that.

But I do.

So, adding to my infinite stream of bad decisions as of late, I saddle my horse and head to the property line in hopes that maybe he’s feeling the same and is magically waiting for me.

Like a dumbass.

I start to get close, and my heart is racing as regret sets in. What am I doing?

Honestly, what the hell am I doing?

I’m going to the property line to maybe see him? Yes. Yes, I am.

No.

No, I will not.

Just as I start to pull my horse around to the right to head back home, I hear my name.

“Lark!” Sadie pops up before I can turn.

Shit.

“Sadie,” I reply with a wave and nudge my horse toward her.

Her smile is bright. “I’m back!”