Those two words changed my fucking life.
I caught the door with my shoulder before it closed and turned my head to see her coming at me. I stepped toward her in enough time to reach her just as she reached for me.“Tell me you want to fight Sass.” I inhaled the fresh scent of her hair as she arched her back.
“Please, just make it go away. Make it all disappear like you used to.” She cried.
I lifted her into my arms and pushed her back against the bright red wall all while keeping my tongue deep in her mouth. That was all I needed to hear. Both of us could taste the others tears as I worked at her jeans trying desperately to get her naked now! I broke the kiss to pull her shirt over her head while she spread her legs to cradle my hips.
I set her feet on the ground and dropped to my knees before her. I caught a glimpse of the pain she was in while kneeling before her, like a beggar taking what I could get. She was using me right now and I knew it. She was so full of anger that I was the only person she could lash out like this to. I didn’t mind. I would take it away, I wished forever but it was tonight only and I was willing to bargain my heart and soul to give her what she desperately needed. I would be the dark dirty need she was craving; I would be the savior if I had to. I let go in the moment and focused only on her demands. "Make it go away Dammit!" She cried as if reading my mind.
Dark and dirty, got it.
I cursed when I slid a finger along her slit then another. “Fuck.” I leaned in and opened her with my other hand seeing her clit already swollen. I took it between my lips and tugged back while she clawed at my scalp. She still tasted like passion, nothing else could describe what I felt as I licked and flicked to and fro on her hardened clit. I drove my fingers deep in her tightness, wishing that this moment would stop!
Make it go away…Her words echoed through my mind.Make it disappear like you used toIwanted so badly to bring her that peace. My fingers were stroking her deep inside, working tirelessly to make her come and fast. I found her G spot in one quick stroke that made her moan while I nibbled her clit between my teeth.
It was in that moment that I realized that she was still my same Sassy, just a few added scars. I was still able to make her scream my name, come for me with a few minor strokes. I could work her out just as easily as I worked myself. She was second nature when it came to fucking.
Her nipples were throbbing and she let my head go so she could pull and pinch them between her own fingers. I had her crying out in less than a minute with a body ravishing orgasm. She needed me inside her, her legs around my waist while I fucked her fear away. She was coming back to me no matter what. This shell of my Sassy was getting tossed. I would kill Cory Noxx with my bare hands if it meant she came back to me. For now, I would fuck her out of it. I will remind her of everything we had and all we can have again. There was a dark erotic need inside of me that she brought out, like a gift she had hidden two years before. I needed her to bring me back just as bad as I was trying to bring her back.
I took a step back, withdrawing my hand from between her legs and watched her eyes flutter and close all while she arched her back. Yeah, fuck yeah, my girl wanted me. “Talk to me baby.” I whispered against her lips, our foreheads touching as I undid the belt to my jeans. “Tell me what you want Sassy because tonight we are getting all this shit out on the table. I’ll unlock every secret you have baby, just give me the green light to do it my way.”
Then she shattered my control. Her short blunt teeth bit into the plump lip I had been nibbling on before, her tongue licking along the seam. That was about as big a yes as a man in my position could ask for.
“Damn Sassy. I want to be patient and then you do that shit and I want to go balls deep here and now.”
“Then…” She said and kicked off the wall and came into my arms, cupping me between the legs making all thoughts of gentle and sweet vanish like a cloud of smoke. “Fuck me baby.”
I did as any man in my position would do, and whipped my dick out. I then stepped forward and hiked her tattooed thigh in my hand to wrap her around me. My heart stopped. The tip of my cock swiped along the wetness between her legs and every memory I had of Cassa flashed like lightening through my mind. Every kiss, hug, blow job….every I love you Shame and of course that final goodbye.
*
Cassa
The moment slowed so that I felt every single nerve in my body respond. The sound of the condom as he tore the wrapper, the sound of the rubber rolling against hard flesh… the feel of his cock inside me with a force that took me off the ground entirely. Shame spun and pinned me to the wall... and we fucked. It was passion sure, but like a raw nerve exposed it was painful. Physically I wanted to cry out in delight, but it was the emotional aspect that was ripping me in two.
I was fucking Shamus. I never fucked Shame before. He may have opened that nasty and dirty girl inside of me but he had always made love to me. We had been desperate, angry, happy, in love and even sad but it was always us coming together in an act of love.
Passion roaring through my system I clawed at his back and squeezed my legs tight against him. He didn’t say a word as he fucked me in fast and deep strokes, the sounds of his cock stroking me was all I heard between our breaths.
I clawed at his back, my nails digging in anger and pain flooding me with a passion I hadn’t known in two years. Each dig I made he gave back with deep strokes of his tongue. I was so close to breaking free I could feel the weight on my shoulders bearing down. Every stroke he made deep inside of me chipped away at my fear, every curse against my neck, every tug of my hair in his fingers; the levee grew weaker and weaker.
“Touch yourself.” He whispered softly against my neck. He was watching me now waiting for me to come. He knew what he was doing, what he was opening up inside of me and he knew he had done it; he had pulled it out and laid it all bare. All the dark needy things I wanted from him, every fantasy I’d had of him, every dirty word I wanted to say but never did. He mastered my body like a sheet of music to his favorite song and unlocked it all. He pushed in deep and stayed completely still. "Come all over me Cassa." He groaned the words into my ear annihilating the levee.
I came out of my self induced coma kicking and screaming.
“Fuck you Shamus. You make me come!” With my ruthless demand his fingers found my clit and I exploded.
“I always do Cassa.” He laughed, cocky again as he slammed into me hard my body like a vice wrapped around him he came too. “Good girl baby,” he shuddered as his own orgasm erupted.
*
Shamus
I tucked my still hard cock back in my jeans and zipped them up. Bending down to gather my shirt, I dropped to my knees before Sass where she was leaned against the wall. Un able to control myself and the need that clawed at me in her presence, I lifted her leg over my shoulder and leaned in, kissing feather-light over her pussy before setting her leg back down on the ground. I wanted desperately to nuzzle her womb and show her she was safe but I held back not sure of what she would be feeling right now.
Sass’s chest was heaving, her entire body drawn to me and I could see she was wanting more. I hadn’t been inside of her for over two years and my knees were weak and my heart was breaking because I didn't know what she was thinking.
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