Page 52 of Under His Influence


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The branding pen cut a rough boundary through the afternoon.Inside it stood crew, cattle, history, and claim.She had rolled her sleeves high before stepping in.Denim clung at her hips.Dust coated her boots.Her hair had already come loose at the nape.

Around her, men and women ringed the fence with coils of rope, coffee mugs, and the patience of people who knew this work by heart.Dogs slipped beneath knees and rails, tails sharp with interest.Sun flashed along steel bars and the black rim of the fire pit where irons waited in the coals.Smoke carried scorched wood and old grease.

Kyla fixed her attention on the calves lined up for their turn.Each one complained in its own raw voice, all leg and panic, all new to pain.A little over a year ago, she had walked into this corral with city posture and borrowed courage.Now her body knew where to stand, how to brace, when to breathe.

Laughter broke at the gate.Emmitt was easy to place without looking.Kyla rubbed her thumb once across the blue bandana tucked in her pocket and kept her breathing steady.

Titus stepped into the edge of her sight.No hat.Sweat darkened the hairline above his brow.Dirt streaked his forearms.His boots were set wide, ready for the next hard thing.He said nothing.He only stood close enough for her to register him without turning.

Then she saw what he carried.

The new iron rested in his hand with more care than the task demanded.Burn lines crossed his knuckles.A chip of old blue paint clung near the handle.At the base sat the small knife he had etched there for her, clean and plain.Beside it stood the blocky B that made the thing theirs in a way no one in the county could mistake.

He held it out to her, handle first.

“Ready, Chef.”

His voice came low, meant for her even with the crew all around them.

She looked at him.His gaze dropped once to the knife tattoo at her wrist, then returned to her face.Nothing in him rushed her.Nothing softened either.He offered the iron and the moment with equal certainty.

Kyla wrapped her fingers around the handle.Warmth climbed through the wood into her palm.His thumb brushed the inside of her wrist before he let go.Their hands overlapped for one brief second.

She nodded once.“Let’s see if I can do this without passing out.”

A shuffle ran the length of the fence.Someone whooped.Someone laughed under their breath.Crew moved into place at the chute while Titus stepped closer to the fire with her.The tip of the iron glowed red.Heat brushed her knuckles.She drew one long breath through her nose and steadied herself.

Titus stayed near enough that his sleeve nearly touched hers.Sweat, smoke, leather, and cattle wrapped around him.He had pulled on gloves, but he watched her hands, not the iron, not the crowd.

Emmitt barked for quiet.Rope hands dropped into position around the first calf.Kyla lifted the iron and tested its pull in her grip.This first mark would be hers.She did not need him to say it.She could read it in the set of his mouth.

She lifted her chin.

She was ready.

The world narrowed to hide, smoke, and pressure.Kyla squared herself and pressed the iron to the calf while it fought against the squeeze.The hiss rose fast.Smoke burned her eyes and filled her mouth with a bitter metal taste.Sweat tracked from her temple to the hollow at her throat.

Titus braced the calf’s head.His bare forearm brushed hers as he set his own body against the animal’s struggle.A drop of sweat fell from his jaw onto her wrist.She jerked once at the heat and then corrected.He did not look at her.He only tightened his grip and leaned his shoulder into the work.

She counted breaths.One.Two.Three.

The iron stayed true.

Someone behind her grunted approval.Another hand tossed over a spare glove when the seam on hers split.Kyla took it without looking away from the calf.The smell of burnt hair crowded everything.Her back ached.Her fingers trembled.She pushed harder and kept her jaw shut.

The calf kicked.Dirt burst up.Its hoof missed her shin by inches.Kyla shifted on instinct.Titus moved with her, forearm closing the space before she could lose her balance.For a second, her cheek came close enough to his jaw that she could feel the scrape of afternoon stubble without touching it.

She lifted the iron clear and Titus checked the mark.His chin tipped once.No wasted praise.No need.

Another calf came in bawling.She switched hands, ignored the fire in her wrist, and set the next brand with the same care she had once given a knife line through onions, meat, or carrots.Titus moved beside her in the same rough rhythm, one step ahead when the animal lunged, one step back when she needed room.

His palm landed once at her lower back as she leaned in over a smaller calf.Quick.Certain.Gone before anyone could make a story of it.

The day burned forward.Sun reddened skin.Flies gathered.Smoke sat thick at the back of her throat.Crew noise came in bursts around the work.

A boy got his rope tangled and the older hands laughed him raw.Emmitt cursed him straight.Coffee mugs changed hands.Someone shoved a sandwich toward her and she ignored it.

Kyla kept going.Her thumb cramped.Her shoulders screamed.Her gloves darkened with sweat.Each calf came and went in the same hard rhythm.Brand.Lift.Shift.Breathe.Titus’s eyes found hers when she needed the next push, and every time the message stayed the same.