They would be educational.
That was a good place to start...maybe.
Chapter 15
Palmer
If I had to guess, I’d say Ferris had no idea how he felt about the cuffs. Considering everything, though, I thought that was a good starting point with something new. The hard part was trying to decide if I needed to let him process or distract him.
Giving him a few more moments, I was glad when he finally looked up from the cuffs and frowned at me. “What could you do with them?”
Going with the assumption it was a neutral question, I started with something easy and pointed out the small loops on the cuffs. “These will make it easy for me to restrain your arms in a variety of ways. One would be if I was to attach them to the bed. I could also hook them together behind your back. Depending on the way your arms are positioned that could be done short term or long term.”
Head cocking, he studied my face for a moment before his attention went back to the cuffs. Brain still clearly processing, he crossed his wrists in front of him before moving them behind his back. Since he seemed to be exploring how it would feel, I reached around him and held his wrists tight so he would feel more trapped.
“Oh.” His slightly surprised sound made me think we’d slid toward the good side of neutral, so I ran my other hand over his chest.
“You’d look sexy kneeling like this where I could use your mouth or flog your chest.” Keeping my touch firm, I increased the pressure on his chest getting a soft sigh. “You wouldn’t be able to do anything in this position, and I think even getting up from a kneeling position would be very difficult.”
Letting out a deep breath, I could see Ferris settling into the idea and it slid further into positive territory. “This could be something we use when you need to be completely helpless or I want you completely helpless.”
“I...” He closed his eyes as he relaxed even more. “I need to think about the differences.”
“Between needing to be helpless and wanting to be helpless?” When he nodded but didn’t give me any verbal or physical pushback, I kissed his head and kept my tight hold on him. “That’s a very smart idea, but not right now. I’m ready to get my kisses and give you more cuddles.”
“Not now.” His head gave a tiny jerk that might’ve been a nod. “We know you’re getting kisses and you’re going to touch me because you like that.”
“Correct.” He didn’t seem ready to move, so I kept up the firm pressure. “And you’re already caged for me and I can’t wait to run my hands over your ass.”
His clean ass.
Part of me wanted to question him on how that had gone, but distracting him with practical topics was not the plan.
Ferris forced his eyes open but it was a struggle. “We’re going to see how I like that, but it’s okay for it to be neutral.”
He must’ve had a lot of people who hadn’t understood that come into his life for him to think I needed another reminder.
So far, we’d talked about that more than almost anything else.
“Because neutral is good information.” It wasn’t stressful or negative. “We’re also going to remember I’m thoroughly enjoying what we’re doing so far. Even if our research shows you don’t like something, that’s good information.”
“I saw...” Blinking as I slowly released his hands, he paused before he got his words back on track. “Something.”
It’d definitely been online, but we’d try to find that thought later.
“Right now I think you want to see my cock.” It wasn’t subtle as far as distractions went, but Ferris didn’t work well with subtle. His foggy headspace would’ve made it frustrating for him, so I made what I was doing obvious as I reached for my belt. “Are you ready to give me kisses?”
His arms twitched but he kept them behind his back as he nodded. “Yes. I was good and I even tried something new.”
“That was very important and you did a wonderful job telling me how it felt.” Giving him a quick peck, I continued to get undressed and laid my clothes at the bottom of the bed. “You made it very easy for me to understand what you were thinking.”
And feeling emotionally but I wasn’t sure that was the right word to use at the moment.
I was fairly certain his emotions were confusing and he needed time to process them, so I let that go as I got down to just my boxer briefs. By that point he was wonderfully distracted again and I could see his whole body lighting up.
He might not be able to identify his sexual preferences yet, but he found the idea of being able to study my dick to be very positive.
Sitting up on his knees, his cuffs were completely forgotten as he looked a bit like an eager pup. “Are you waiting to make sure I still consent to seeing your penis or is this teasing? I think it’s both but teasing me seems to be the bigger part because I was very clear about being green with this activity.”
