My Dom made a thinking sound before nodding. “You’re right.”
At least he realized that...most people were stupid.
“In this situation, I would like for you to notice me and my body. That would be the goal. Not a specific reaction but just to test how it made you feel.” He must’ve felt me tense because his hug got tighter again for a moment. “Neutral is a reaction. But I think you might actually find some kind of enjoyment touching my muscles and exploring my body.”
Maybe.
“You’re not like other people.” For a variety of reasons. “I’m liking being with you this way.”
That had to mean something.
“I’m glad.” He made another soft, happy sound and rested his head on mine. “I’m also looking forward to showing you more of my body, so please feel free to tell me if it makes you feel neutral or pleased in some way.”
He wanted to be appreciated.
“I can do that.” At the very least, telling him I was neutral didn’t seem like it’d upset him. “And the idea of seeing your chest makes me curious.”
I wasn’t sure I could picture his penis but the rest of him was easier to visualize.
“My limits are going to include you touching me anywhere on the outside of my body. This is a learning experience for you and I’m going to enjoy it. That doesn’t mean youhaveto touch me, though. Do you understand the distinction?”
“Yes.” I could but that didn’t mean I had to. “And we both know that you’re going to enjoy being my first in this situation, so it will give you additional feelings of arousal.”
Just because I couldn’t relate to it didn’t mean I couldn’t understand it.
I was smart.
People were just confusing.
“That’s correct.” My Dom stroked the back of my head as he straightened. “Now, how do you feel about my kissing your head?”
Confused.
“That would signify warm feelings but not necessarily erotic ones, correct?” It’d be easier for me if people only kissed for one or two reasons, but they didn’t.
“Exactly. When I wanted to kiss your head, I was thinking about how sweet you are and my thoughts were warm and content, but not specifically erotic.” He chuckled before I could respond. “Those are there too, though.”
He felt a lot at the same time.
Did all people?
Maybe that was why they were so confusing?
“I think we can try a head kiss and see how it feels.” I was mostly prepared for feeling nothing but his tight hug had me starting off just better than neutral.
Oh.
“That’s nice.” Warm, maybe? “I don’t know why, though.”
“We don’t have to know why we like something.” My Dom shrugged as he went back to running his hand over my head. “Just knowing we like it and being able to tell someone how we like it is enough.”
“I liked the head kiss and I like tight hugs.” I was definitely more educated about what I liked than I had been when I’d come into the club. “I also like being cuddled on your lap.”
“You’re doing amazing.” I could hear the honest pleasure in his voice and knew I’d read the situation correctly when he kissed my head again. “Are you ready for us to find a private room?”
“Yes.” What else was I ready for? “And I’m ready for you to...to start out with your shirt off. Once we know how I’ll react, you can decide how we go from there.”
“You’re not worried, but...”
