Jax groans, and I feel him hardening inside me. “Fuck, Soph, that’s so damn hot that you remembered.”
“So you would be happy to let me play with your toy?”
“Isn’t my body’s reaction enough to tell what I feel about that idea?”
“It’s a great start, but I need your words, too. Just say what you think,” I tell him.
“My answer is yes.”
“I’m glad we’re on the same page.”
I move away from him, severing our physical connection. As I get up, I stretch my muscles, waiting for Jax to follow. But he isn’t moving as I expected. He lies there, staring at me.
“What?”
His throat bobs. “I was just thinking how you’re my kind of perfect, Soph. I never expected to find someone like you. I sometimes, like right now, can’t believe you’re real.”
“I feel the same way, Jax.”
“I’m glad.”
“And I love you.”
A warm smile forms on his lips before he gets up and kisses me softly. “I love you, too, Soph.”
Jax’s body language is slightly nervous, yet excited, as he leads me to his bedroom. I have played with his butt a few times, but only with my fingers. We haven’t taken his favorite sex toy to bed with us until now.
He opens the closet door and pulls an unmarked box off the top shelf, carrying it to bed.
“Are you nervous?”
He nods. “A little bit. Not because I don’t want it, but I just haven’t done these things with someone else before.”
“I get it. But like I told you, I enjoy butt play, so I just want to make this enjoyable for you too.”
“That right there is why I want to do it all with you. You get it,” Jax opens the lid and takes his dildo out. It’s pretty average-sized, but Jax will be able to feel it inside him.
“Lie on your back, and I will get you ready,” I murmur as I take the dildo from him and set it down on the bed.
Jax’s eyes darken, and he adjusts himself before lying down. With a shaky breath, he says, “I’m ready when you are.”
I reach for the lube bottle on his nightstand and squeeze some in my hand. Moving my palms together, I warm it up before touching Jax. I start with his cock, stroking my hand lazily up and down, circling my thumb over his magic cross piercing. His hips buck against my touch.
“Darling, please, I need you to touch me everywhere.”
I climb into the bed with him and nudge his legs apart. “Spread your legs for me, and bend your knees.”
Jax’s entire body shakes in anticipation, his cock jerking. Seeing his reaction, I take hold of his shaft and I lower my head, licking him from his tip to his balls, paying particular attention to his piercings. Jax closes his eyes and lets out a deep moan, making me feel hot and heavy.
Moving my other hand closer to his opening, I unhurriedly circle my finger around the hole without pushing in. I keep repeating the motion until I feel Jax relaxing.
When I push one finger inside him, I feel him tense at first, but as I move it deeper, his grip eases. It makes me confident in what I’m doing, and I add another finger. I play with him for a while, hooking my fingers against his prostate before taking my fingers out.
Jax groans. “Why did you stop?”
“Hush, I was about to get to the main event.”
He understands my meaning immediately, and the heat filling his eyes tells me he’s ready. I lube up the dildo and press it against him. “Take a deep breath and relax for me.”
