Page 4 of Hold On to Me


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She read it twice. Three times. The words didn’t change.

Her entire professional life—the routes she knew by heart, the cabin she had made hers, the rhythm that kept her steady—rearranged. By someone she had never met, for reasons no one had explained, with the quiet administrative violence of a memo that didn’t even bother to name the client.

She called Janice. Her supervisor’s phone rang four times and went to voicemail. Ciana didn’t leave a message. What would she say? She didn’t have a question yet. She had something worse: the feeling of walls moving around her while she stood still, the floor plan of her life redrawn by an architect she couldn’t see.

She set the phone down on the counter. The screen glowed for a moment, then went dark.

Outside, the cat had left the circle of light.

Ciana stood in her kitchen and counted the things she could control. The tea she had made. The cup she had washed. The steadiness of her own breathing.

It was a short list.

It was getting shorter.

Chapter 2

THE JET WAS MATTE BLACKand it sat on the private apron at Nice Côte d’Azur like something that had landed from a country that didn’t appear on maps.

Ciana stood at the base of the airstairs with her crew bag over one shoulder and her contract in the other hand. Not the physical document, but the weight of it, the invisible leash of a clause she had read four times that morning: Refusal to accept this reassignment may result in termination of your current contract. She had called Janice again at seven a.m. This time Janice had answered. This time Janice had sounded like a woman reading from a script someone else had written.

“It’s a promotion, Ciana. Private charter is the most prestigious division in the company.”

“What company? We were acquired three days ago. I don’t even know who signs my paycheque anymore.”

A pause. Then, carefully: “The new ownership has specifically requested you for this account. I’m told it’s a compliment.”

“It doesn’t feel like a compliment. It feels like a reassignment I didn’t ask for, to a client I can’t identify, on an aircraft I’ve never seen.”

Another pause, longer. “Ciana. Take the assignment. Please.”

The please had done it. Not because it was persuasive but because it was afraid. Janice, brisk, capable, fifteen-year veteran Janice, had sounded afraid. And Ciana had learned a long timeago that when the people above you started sounding afraid, the ground beneath you had already moved.

So she was here. On a private apron she had never been cleared to access, staring at an aircraft that wasn’t on any commercial register she could find. She had checked. She had spent an hour on her laptop last night, searching tail numbers and charter registrations and corporate fleet databases, and the jet in front of her didn’t exist in any system available to a cabin attendant with a Wi-Fi connection and a growing sense that her life was being rearranged by someone who didn’t intend to explain why.

She climbed the stairs. Her spine was straight. Her fury was quiet.

The cabin stopped her.

She had worked first class for four years. She had served on aircraft configured for twelve with lie-flat suites and heated floors and champagne chillers built into the armrests. She had seen luxury deployed as a weapon, as a way of telling passengers that their money had purchased not just a seat but a small, temporary kingdom.

This was different. This wasn’t a kingdom built for guests. This was a kingdom built for one.

The A350 had been stripped and rebuilt. Where a commercial configuration would seat three hundred, this cabin held six seats—six—arranged in a configuration that was less a seating plan than a statement. The forward cabin was a single suite: one seat, one table, one reading lamp that cast warm amber light on leather so dark it was nearly black. Behind it, four seats faced each other across a low table of polished walnut. The sixth seat sat alone near the galley, angled toward a window, as thoughsomeone had wanted the option of solitude within an aircraft already designed for solitude.

The carpet was charcoal. The walls were upholstered in something that looked like raw silk. The galley, her galley, if she accepted this, if she stayed, was larger than the one she’d worked for four years and stocked with crystal she recognised from photographs in design magazines she couldn’t afford.

Everything was immaculate. Everything was dark. And on the forward bulkhead, so subtle she almost missed it, a small emblem had been embossed into the leather: a single diamond, outlined in gold, surrounded by what might have been flames or might have been petals. She couldn’t tell. It looked like something that belonged on a signet ring or a family crest, not on the interior wall of a private jet.

She set her crew bag in the galley. Opened the catering manifest. The provisions were extensive, enough for a full-service transatlantic crossing, though the route today was Monaco to Athens and back. Six hours. Someone had ordered enough food and wine for a week.

She was inventorying the champagne, a case of Dom Pérignon that cost more than her monthly rent, when she heard the airstairs shift under weight.

Heavy weight. The stairs didn’t creak for most passengers. They creaked for this one.

She knew before she turned around.

The man from 1A filled the cabin door the way a stone fills an archway, not decoratively but structurally, as though the frame had been built around him and not the other way. He wore adark suit, no tie, the collar open at the throat in a way that should have been casual but wasn’t. His scar caught the morning light through the cabin windows and turned silver, then white, then silver again as he moved.