Pulling a paper plate out of her bag, she adds a sampling of everything and hands it to me, along with another bottle of electrolytes. I drop my towel and sit on the bed, enjoying her appreciative gaze over my figure, including my half-hard cock. I can’t help it. I’m always sporting a semi these days when she’s around.
“This isn’t the normal order of things when I take someone to bed, I hope you know.”
Munching on my snack, I raise an eyebrow to prompt her to continue. She sits in the velvet chair and sighs, toying with her braid.
“I don’t like to categorize myself, but if you had to put me into a sexual box, I suppose I would mostly fit what people would refer to as a Domme. I’m a woman who prefers the dominant role during sex, requiring and expecting submission and rule following from my partners. My special interests include restraints, degradation, edging, and impact play, although on the sadism spectrum, I’d say I’m on the low-to-moderate end of things. I’m not a lifestyle dominant, either, if you start googling and run into that. I have no interest in controlling what you wear or eat. My interest is strictly sexual and within the confines of intimate situations.”
Impact play…“You want to shpank me? Like across your lap?” Even with a mouth full of food, the question escapes before I can stop it. She doesn’t look displeased by my poor manners, only happy to see me eating.
“Don’t forget to drink that water.” She nods toward the electrolyte bottle that I had, indeed, forgotten. “My hand isn’t my preferred implement, but that’s likely where we would start until you were ready to move on to other things.”
“Like if I’m bad? Or you’d hit me just because?”
“It’s neverjust because.There’s a reason for every one of my decisions. That’s why it’s frustrating for me that I let you influence me earlier. My control is paramount, but we’re getting ahead of ourselves. I don’t want to dive into this any more right now. It’s too soon after our encounter for either of us to have clear heads. What I’d like to know is if anything sounded interesting to yo—”
“Yes.” Her glare tells me she doesn’t appreciate the interruption, but if this is my chance to let her know I am fully interested in exploring anything she’s offering, I’m taking it.“I’m sorry for interrupting, but yes. I feel so light and floaty with you, when you take control. Even if I wasn’t restrained today, not touching you made everything feel ten times more intense. And I’m willing to try the spanking—”
“Impact play.”
“Yes, impact play. I’ve liked everything you’ve done so far. Clearly, I thrive when I’m not in charge.” With a wink, I go back to eating and watch as she rises to rummage around in her nightstand.
“Fill this out for me. You can google anything you don’t know, and you can read my preferences on the back. Once you do, we can compare notes, so to speak, and decide where to go from there.”
Cane, flogger, whip…
“We’ll chat about it before we…doanything else, to make sure we’re on the same page—”
Ruined orgasm, milking, sensory deprivation…
“Which, as I said before, I should have taken care of already.”
Degradation, stress positions, exhibition…
“But once you fill this out and we talk, I think we’ll each have a clearer idea of what we want moving forward.” Her phone alarm blares, and she curses before apologizing. “I have to take this. Are you okay? I can check on you…” Her eyes flick to the door that joins our rooms, a hint that’s clear but not unkind.
“I’m okay,” I say honestly, gathering my snacks and water and moving to my room, still naked. “I have some research to do, but I’m okay.”
She nods and takes her call as I close the door behind me, missing her presence immediately but feeling more awake now that I’m fed and hydrated.And now that I have homework.
Opening my phone, I ignore all the texts and calls from my party friends and past hookups. I don’t have any from Teddy that I haven’t already responded to, and my teammates can waituntil tomorrow. With safe search off, I start with a phrase on the page I’ve never heard of.
Queening throne.
The images that flood my screen have my dick hard again in no time, and I huff a laugh. I have absolutely no idea what I’ve signed myself up for.And I can’t fucking wait.
Chapter 19
“And what willyou say if you want to stop?”
“Red, Ma’am.”
“If you need to slow down?”
“Yellow, Ma’am.”
“And if I ask to check in and you’re enjoying everything with no concerns or complaints?”
“Green, Ma’am.”
