I can feel her juices spread between us as her walls begin to flutter, and I know she’s close.
I pick up my speed and thrust up, meeting her each time, hitting her G-spot, and she moans. I quickly take her lips in a bruising kiss before she screams as her orgasm takes her and she comes. I swallow her sounds, shoving my tongue into her mouth, while I thrust faster, one, two, up to seven more times before I pull her down hard and I paint her walls. I am so fucking glad she’s on birth control so we can go skin to skin.
I bite her bottom lip as I bring her down, flush with my hips, and keep myself deep inside her.
“I love you,” she gasps as she gets out of my hold and leans her forehead against mine.
“I love you too,” I reply as I cup her cheek, and I choke, “I’m so fucking lucky to have you. Instead of getting pissed because I went radio silent, you read me instantly and came after me.”
“Of course, I came after you,” she whispers, “Where you go, I go. I know it’s only been three months, but Bellamy, you own me, body, heart, and soul. You’re my world, and I’m madly and deeply in love with you.”
I nod and press my lips against hers again before I slowly move her up and down, my cock twitching, wanting another round, and another, and then another…
***
Two hours later, after three more rounds, including me eating her out like a starved animal, I’m leaning back against the tree.Only this time, Drew is between my legs, her back to my front, wearing my cut, and fuck if that didn’t make me want her all over again.
My phone has stopped buzzing, so I know Blade has let everyone know I’m alright, that I’m with my girl. The fucker messaged me to inform us that the guest room is set up for Drew and me.
Turns out he had a prospect pick her up from the train station when he came to find me.
“Can you talk to me?” Drew asks in the quiet, and I swallow hard.
I need to let her in, I need her to see what I did, what I caused, and hope that she doesn’t leave me.
Taking a deep breath, I admit, “Angie would have been twenty four today,” Drew leans further back into me and I tighten my hold around her waist as I place my face into the crook of her neck, inhaling deep and I continue, “She always said, when she hit twenty four she would have been a doctor, helping people, living her dreams but she can’t, because of me…”
Drew stills before suddenly, she moves out of my tightened grip. Panic hits until she turns in my arms and I straighten my legs so she can straddle me again, and as soon as she’s situated, she cups my cheeks, her eyes showing no judgment, only worry.
“Explain,” she demands softly, and I swallow hard.
“During high school, I knew I was going to take over for my dad. I didn’t want to settle down, I didn’t want to fall for anyone while I had to learn the ropes and I didn’t want to put anyone in danger, so I had a regular fuck,” I confess, and Drew scowls, making me smile slightly. Shaking my head, I continue, “She wasn’t the only one I screwed, just like I wasn’t her only, I mean fuck, she was having an affair with a man in his sixties and was actually a distant cousin.”
“Okay, that is gross,” Drew gags, and I chuckle and agree, “It is, and I ended our regular fucks, her doing that shit giving me the out I needed. The next day she pops up in front of me with a smirk explaining she was pregnant and I could be the father.”
Drews eyes widen and I swallow the lump forming as I choke, “The club had an enemy and I wasn’t sure if they’d go after kids. They’d already gone after women and our elders, I didn’t want to risk it, so I decided after receiving the DNA results confirming that I was the father to hand in my cut and be a dad instead. Even at eighteen, I had a level head on my shoulders but,” I take a shuddered breath and Drew grips my cheeks harder, listening intently, “but, the day I went to hand in my cut, my little sister decided to sneak out and go for a swim. Before she made it far, she overheard Toya gloating about how she aborted the baby and was going to try and guilt trip me into giving her my property patch because she realized having a baby wasn’t going to be the way to trap me.”
“Wait!” Drew snaps, anger etching off her, “She aborted your baby all because she knew you would have handed in your cut?!”
I nod, and pure fury etches off her. I pull her forward and place my forehead against hers, the awe I have for this woman and her golden heart filling me.
“She did, but, instead of coming to find me, my brave, stupid baby sister confronted Toya.” I choke, and Drew gasps, “No…”
I nod and confirm, “My baby sister was killed by my ex-fuck buddy. She drowned her in the pool and-and after I killed Toya,” Drew tenses, “I threw my cut on the floor and walked out,” I swallow thickly, “I didn’t even get to attend her funeral because I got myself locked up and over the years I have spiraled to the point of doing cocaine and starting fights became my norm. I started a fuck buddy relationship with an officer who brought coke in just so I could snort it from her tits. That was actually something I was about to do after being released from prison amonth prior, from a stripper's chest when my brothers did an intervention.”
My eyes race between a shocked Drew’s, and I admit, “I hadn’t touched a woman in six months, until you.”
She asks, “And the coke?” with no judgment, making me love her even more.
“Today was the first day I have wanted a line, the last time I touched it was two days before the intervention,” I confess and she physically relaxes against me before she shocks the shit out of me and presses her lips against mine. I can’t help but melt and instead of pulling back, instead of ensuring she isn’t looking at me any differently even if I do deserve it, I shove my tongue into her mouth and hope like fucking hell that she won’t leave me.
If I lose Drew, I’ll fall down the rabbit hole and never fucking return, I just know it.
Chapter 14
Cage
I gently run my fingers through my girl's long hair as she sleeps softly against my chest, and my heart hammers when I feel her move.
