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The meeting continues. We discuss strategy and options, all the things apakhanshould be focused on.

But part of my mind is still upstairs, still trying to figure out how to protect my organization while protecting her.

Still trying to understand when she became something worth protecting at all.

9

ANDREI

I’m awakened from a dream of Liesl beneath me, mewling my name as I feel her soaking my fingers with an orgasm by the insistent buzzing of my phone on the nightstand next to me. I jolt awake, my cock hard and throbbing, caught in the waistband of the pants I wore to sleep. The tip has leaked all over my abs, leaving me sticky with my own pre-cum. I realize dimly I was close to coming in my sleep like a teenager, as I reach for the phone.

The dream dissolves around me as I see Viktor’s name on the screen. If he’s calling me at this hour, it’s something that will require blood.

"Pakhan," he says without preamble. "Volkov has Yuri."

I sit bolt upright, already running through scenarios and outcomes in my head. Yuri is one of my key lieutenants, a man that I cannot afford to lose. And he’s smart, and canny. If he was caught…

This situation is worse than I’ve allowed myself to believe. Not only because they somehow managed to get the drop on him, but because if I lose him, I will lose a significant amount of standing in the eyes of my men. He worked for my father formost of his life. He’s done more for this organization than I ever have.

Hell, if my men had their way, he’d have beenpakhan. Him, or Viktor. If it worked that way, instead of my father passing it on to me. I’m painfully aware of how difficult this situation is, and how delicate.

And beyond all that, he knows too much about our operations to be in enemy hands for long.

"Alive?" I ask, though I already know the answer. If Yuri were dead, Viktor would have led with that.

"Yes. They sent proof of life twenty minutes ago." Viktor's voice is tight with controlled fury. " A video of him tied to a chair. Beaten but conscious. They're demanding ransom—two million dollars and territorial concessions in the port district."

I'm already out of bed, pulling on clothes with one hand while my mind works through the implications. Two million is manageable, barely a dent in our reserves. But territorial concessions? That's the real price. Volkov is testing me, seeing if I'll sacrifice strategic position to save one man. Seeing if sentiment makes me weak.

"When?" I ask.

"Forty-eight hours, or they start sending pieces."

I doubt the forty-eight hours is without meaning. The same time-frame I gave them for Liesl.

I close my eyes briefly, allowing myself one moment of pure rage before I lock it down and think like apakhaninstead of a friend. Because that's what this situation requires—cold calculation, not emotion. I have to weigh one man's life against the stability of an entire organization.

"Assemble everyone. Meeting in thirty minutes. I want intelligence on where they're holding him, how many men, what kind of security. I want to know every option we have."

"Already working on it," Viktor says. "But Andrei—the men are going to want to know what you're planning. Whether we're paying or?—"

"Thirty minutes," I repeat, and end the call.

I stand in my bedroom, surrounded by all the trappings of power, and I feel the weight of leadership settle over me, heavy and suffocating.

If I pay the ransom and make the territorial concessions, I save Yuri but show weakness. Every other organization will see it as proof that sentiment makes me vulnerable, that taking my men hostage is an effective strategy. It invites more kidnappings, more tests, more challenges to my authority.

If I refuse and let Yuri die, I send a message about the cost of failure and what happens when you get captured. It's brutal but clear—in this life, you don't get taken alive. You fight until you can't anymore, and if that means dying, then you die. It demonstrates that I won't be manipulated through hostages.

Or there's the third option—the one that's already forming in my mind as I head downstairs—a tactical extraction. It would be fast, violent, and risky as hell. We’d go in, get Yuri out, and eliminate everyone involved in taking him. It's the option that requires the most blood but potentially yields the best outcome—we get our man back and demonstrate that taking one of mine has consequences that extend far beyond ransom negotiations.

My men are already gathering when I arrive—Viktor, Alexei, Mikhail, and half a dozen others whose faces are grim with the knowledge that one of our own is in enemy hands. "Show me what we have," I say without preamble.

Viktor pulls up the proof of life video. Yuri looks about as bad as I expected—face swollen, blood crusting around his nose and mouth, one eye nearly shut from the beating. But he's conscious and alert, and when he looks at the camera there's no fear in hisexpression. Just the knowledge that he might die but is refusing to break.

"They're holding him in a warehouse near the docks," Viktor says. " A former fish processing plant. Volkov's been using it as a secondary base for the past six months. We estimate there’s fifteen to twenty men on site at any given time, rotating shifts every twelve hours."

I study the layout, trying to determine whether an extraction is feasible or suicidal. The building is old, industrial, with limited access points. Too many places for defenders to set up kill zones."Security?" I ask.