“I’m an emotional multitasker. Don’t judge me. I can have many emotions at the same time.”
I rise up on my knees and line him up. The swollen head presses against me and I hold there for one second — in anticipation.
“Eyes on me,” I say.
His eyes lock on mine. Blue and steady. Every bit of him focused on me like I’m the only thing in the room. That’s all I ever wanted.
His hands are on my hips but they’re not pulling. He’s letting me set the pace. He’s letting me drive.
I sink down. His cock pushes inside me, inch by inch, the stretch slow and deep, my body opening around him. The fullness hits me in a wave that curls through my stomach and up through my body. My hands go to his chest for balance,fingers digging into the muscle, and a moan breaks out of me before I’m fully seated.
“God,” I gasp. “Mickey. You feel—”
“Keep going,” he says. His hands press into my hip bones.
I drop the last inch. He’s all the way inside me. My ass is flush against his hips and the pressure is everywhere — deep and exactly where I need it.
I don’t wait. I start moving. My hips roll forward and his cock drags inside me, the angle already right, already hitting the spot that sends a bolt of heat through the center of my body. My thighs grip his sides and my hands press flat against his chest as I ride him.
“You feel incredible,” I tell him. “I missed your body under me. I missed having you so deep that I can feel you everywhere.”
“I missed you too.” His voice is barely holding. His hands slide from my hips to my ass and grip. The fingers digging into the muscle, pulling my cheeks apart, and the stretch intensifies. “You have no idea how much I missed you. Staring at the water thinking about you. Not being able to find you.”
“You watched me from the window. I know you did.”
“Every goddamn second. You in those trunks lying on my beach right in front of me.”
“That was the plan.” I rise up and sink back down, harder this time, and the slap of skin makes his head push back into the pillow. “You should know that Dante applied thatsunscreen very thoroughly on purpose. We discussed it in the car.”
“You staged the sunscreen?”
“We staged everything. The towel angle, the trunks. It was a full beach day operation.”
He lets out a laugh that breaks into a groan when my hips circle on the downstroke. His cock presses deeper at the new angle and my whole body shudders.
“The lifeguard?” he asks.
“Oh, him? Yeah, he was cute. But I was putting on a show for you and you know it. I’ve only got eyes for you, babe.”
He pulls me down against his chest. His mouth finds my neck, the spot below my ear that he knows makes me lose words, and his teeth scrape the skin. I’m already falling apart and he hasn’t even touched my cock yet.
His arms wrap around my back. The arms that carry him everywhere. His forearms press against my spine and he holds me tight against him.
“I love you,” he says against my throat. “I’m gonna show you off everywhere. Every room. Every bar. Every sidewalk. You hear me?”
“I hear you.”
I push up from his chest and find my rhythm again. Faster now. My hands on his shoulders, my hips working, his cock driving deep into me on every downstroke.
He wraps his hand around my cock. I jolt in his lap. His fist is big and rough and the first full stroke sends a spike of pleasure so sharp that my rhythm stutters.
“Damn, Benji,” he says. “You've been holding back with me. This whole time. Being careful. I always knew this is what you'd really be like. Just you — wide open, full throttle. Don’t you dare stop."
“When your hand does that, I forget what I’m doing.”
“You said you were driving tonight, sofucking drive, Benji.” He strokes me again, faster and firm, his thumb pressing the head on the upstroke.
I ride him harder. His hand works me in time with my hips — every time I sink down, his fist pulls up, every time I rise, his grip slides to the base. The dual sensation of being full of him and stroked by him at the same time is too much. Every nerve is firing. The sounds I’m making are echoing off the loft ceiling. I don’t care about anything except the man underneath me and the way his body is answering mine.
