“A limo,” Cav said with a smirk.“Goin’ all out, are ya?”
I was tempted to flip him off, but I refrained.
Once the two of them were settled inside, I gave Ed the instructions to take a scenic route back to my apartment, then climbed in behind them.
The walls of the limo suddenly closed in around me, suffocating me with a constant reminder that I was moving in a direction I wasn’t sure I was ready for.
Stop thinking too hard.Just get them naked already.
I didn’t trust myself in an intimate setting with Jamie, so this was risky.She tested my limits, and I didn’t know how she managed.There was too much tension, if you asked me.Between me and her, her and Cav, me and Cav.It was there, a sizzling undercurrent that none of us could completely ignore.There was only one way I saw it ending, and I was in no hurry to move things along.Not that I didn’t want to get her naked and bury myself inside the tight sheath of her body.Oh, I definitely wanted that.More than air.
So what’s the problem?
As far as I was concerned, there were three:
1.Jamie was a virgin.
2.Jamie was twelve years younger than me.
3.Jamie was not a submissive.
If we pursued this, where was it going to lead?
Maybe you could come up with a list of negatives for Cav while you’re at it.Fuck it all up in six bullet points instead of three.
1.Cav was a Dom.
2.Cav was my best friend.
3.Cav was not disposable.
But Jamie is?
No.And that was another problem, damn it.
I didn’t have enough fingers and toes to count the number of submissives I’d been with only once and then moved on, whether by my choice or theirs.When in the club, there was a certain expectation.Or lack of, perhaps.Unless you were coupled up, one-night stands were common practice.After a night of play, you would continue to see that person week after week, month after month, sometimes with little to no interaction.
Point three.She’s not a submissive, remember?No worries there.
I sighed.
If I could treat this as a one-nighter, we’d all be happy.
Would you?
On the other hand, I didn’t have that sort of relationship with Cav, and I certainly didn’t want that with Jamie.
No, you want more.You want it all.
No.Not necessarily.
Liar.
Okay, yes.Fine.I could admit I’d been thinking about Jamie since our date, going over the events in my head, and trying to point out the negative.Except, there was nothing I could come up with aside from my main three points.
Truth was, I wanted to get to know her and vice versa, to see if there was something there, because fuck it all, I was tired of one-nighters.I wanted more, and for the first time in a damn long time, I’d met a woman who intrigued me.
“Edge?”
