“Something like that.”He walked over to the windows, looked out.“Are you a switch?”
“No.”I stood tall.“Or rather, that would’ve been my answer if you’d asked me that last week.”I sighed.“Truth is, I’m just going with what feels right.”
Ben turned to face me.“The only advice I can give is for you to follow this.”He patted his heart.“Not this.”He tapped his bald head.“And remember, there’s no box that we all fit perfectly in.Your heart wants what it wants.”Ben smirked.“Your body, too.”
“I don’t want to be dominated,” I admitted.“But I want Edge.”
“Then why would you think you’re anything but a Dominant?”
I shrugged.“I’m questioning it, I guess.”
“Well, don’t.”His tone was brusque.“Go with what your heart tells you.”
Another rap on the door had me turning to see Justin standing in the doorway.
“Hey.Need to borrow him for a minute,” he said, motioning toward Ben.
I grinned.The look in Justin’s eyes told me this had nothing to do with business.
“Give some thought to the apartment,” Ben said as he walked dutifully toward the door.“I’ll catch up with you on Monday.”
“Sure thing.”I grinned as Justin put his hand on the back of Ben’s neck and steered the man down the hallway.
Did I want that from Edge?For him to lead me around, command me?
No, deep down, I knew I didn’t.
Did I want him to fuck me?
Absolutely.Last night had been enlightening.
Did I mind being tied up?Tormented?
No.It was an interesting twist.
Did I want to bury myself deep inside him, to feel him give in to me the way I had to him?
Yeah.I fucking did.
Which answered the lingering question, resolved the doubt that had been hanging over me for the past couple of weeks.
No, I wasn’t a submissive.And I wasn’t a switch.I didn’t want to submit to Edge.
But I did want him.The same way I wanted Jamie, only different.
The question was, how would this play out?
And could all our needs be met in the long run?
CHAPTER 13
Tuesday, November 6, 2018
EDGE
“Before you leave for the evening, Iexpect to have your limits list,” I informed the group of submissives kneeling before me.“Donotleave until you have it completed.Do you understand?”
“Yes, Master Edge,” they said in unison.
