The answer.
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The rest of the day did not pass so much as gather.
Cosima left and came back twice. Rev stole food I barely tasted. The basin stayed dark. No summons came from Quill, no message from Caspian, no knock from anyone I wanted badly enough to admit I was waiting for.
By evening, the dress had stopped feeling like fabric and started feeling like a decision I had been wearing for hours.
Outside the great hall, with Cosima on one side and Rev on the other, I smelled the lilies before the doors opened.
Hundreds of them, from the thickness of it. Their scent came through the closed doors and buried the old stone, the wax, the basin water, every other smell the school had.
The sweetness caught at the back of my throat and stayed there.
Music moved through the wood in a slow, shining thread.
“I hate lilies,” Rev grumbled.
Cosima kept her attention on the doors. “You hate all ceremonies. That’s why you always skip them.”
I choked on my laugh before it reached my mouth.
The dress was heavier than it had been in Room 114. Or maybe I had become more aware of what it showed: my bare arms, my uncovered Mark, my mother’s wren pinned over my heart.
The brooch had warmed against me.
The Mark waited under the light like a thing with its head lifted.
Cosima said, “You will not be asked one question. You will be asked several questions pretending to be one.”
“And I answer the one they are actually asking.”
“If you can.”
Rev’s shoulder brushed mine.
“You can,” she said.
Before I could respond, the doors opened.
Light poured out.
For one second, I forgot every clever thing I had ever said about Zenith Hall.
The hall had been remade.
The long tables were gone. The walls were draped in green and silver silk, my mother’s colors stolen and multiplied until the whole hall seemed to have dressed itself in Selene Verita’s memory. Chandeliers hung lower than they did at meals, each one crowded with candles. White lilies lined the walls. Basin bowls stood in the alcoves, their water lit from beneath, silver-white and perfectly still. The floor had been polished until it reflected everything in fragments: flowers, flame, skirts, faces, the dark line of my Mark at my wrist.
At the far end, a raised circle of pale stone had been set beneath the high windows.
The Convergence basin waited in its center.
It was larger than Juno’s basin. Larger than the public reading basin. Wide enough for two hands, deep enough that the water inside looked black until the light moved across it and found silver underneath.
A beautiful thing.
A hungry thing.
