Page 45 of Hard to Love


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I rinse another dish and hand it to her. “It’s. . .ok. Nothing big has happened, so. . . ”

“Those pics of you two are something.”

She’s enjoying this, and I want to pinch her.

Pictures of Cole and me from the game are spreading like wildfire, and the rumor mill is panting to find out who I am.

“It’s not a big deal. I’m just doing my job.” That actually sounded pretty convincing.

“Well, you looked pretty.” She smiles. “He seems really nice.”

I bump her with my hip. “You’re such a dreamer.”

She laughs. “One of us has to be.” She puts a plate in the dishwasher. “How are the nights?”

I know what she’s asking. “Some nights are easier than others. I’m starting to sleep more than not.”

She nods, getting it.

“What’s going on with you? How’s the coffee shop?” I force a change in subject.

Her voice drops to a whisper. “My mom called again.”

“Really? How is she?”

“Ok. It was nice to talk to her.” She pauses, glancing over her shoulder. “The apartment over the shop is opening up.”

I search her face. “Yeah? You’re thinking about it?”

Her head falls to the side as she takes another plate. “It would make things easier and. . .I don’t know. I guess I want to see if I can do it. Be brave, and figure out what’s next.” She shrugs. “I could get a dog.”

Jamie hopes to buy the coffee shop one day when the owners retire. This would be a step toward that for her.

“It’d be weird not having you across the hall.”

A small smile creeps across her mouth. “You’ve got someone else across the hall now.”

My head falls back, and I withhold a groan.

Lyla sticks her head in between us. “If you two are over here whispering about the gorg football player, I want in, so spill?”

“Me, too,” Jos pops in.

“Hey! I see you. No goods without me,” Van yells from the table.

“You all can keep that girly shit at your house where I can’t hear.” Track says returning to the kitchen.

He tries to sound irritated, but he loves our giant, suffocating cloud of estrogen.

“Ryder, I need a minute.”

“Ha.” I dry my hands on a towel and then whip Lyla in the butt with it before handing it off. “Gotta get those pretty hands dirty. It’s what you get for being nosy.”

I scoot away before she can snap me back, catching Cole’s eye as I follow Track outside. I join him in the large screened-in porch with a table, outdoor kitchen, and pool.

He shoves his hands in his pockets, staring at the blue water. “I want a real update. Are you eating and sleeping?”

“Yes, sir. Showering and brushing my teeth, too.”