“That was fucking amazing, Jeege,” he said, his voice low and gravelly.
“Really? It was good?” I asked, turning to look at him.
His gaze locked with mine, and for a split second he just stared at me, almost like he was seeing me for the first time. The look in his eyes was intense, and he didn’t say a word for a beat. My breath hitched in my throat, but I wasn’t certain what it meant.
But I knew he’d been affected as deeply as I had.
And then I saw the shift, as if he’d been somewhere else for a moment and had just pulled himself back together.
“Best blow job I’ve ever had,” he said, and his lips turned up in the corners. “You have nothing to worry about, and if practicing on me is what you need, feel free to help yourself as often as you want. I mean, you did say I had a very attractive dick.”
His humor was back in place, and I chuckled. “I can’t believe we did that.”
“We’ve shared everything else,” he said with a wink. “It only seems fitting.”
His hand was on my hip while the other was stroking my cheek, and I was stunned that I had such an overpowering desire to kiss him.
That was not part of the deal.
I slipped off his lap and found my jean shorts before sliding them on.
“We don’t want to make things weird or cross any lines that we can’t come back from,” I reminded him.
A lazy smile settled on his face. “How was that for you?”
“It was so much better than I even expected.” I shrugged.
“And you came with my dick in your mouth, didn’t you?” he said, reaching for his water as if we were discussing the weather.
“Yes.”
“That’s because it can be a turn-on when you please your partner. You were responding to me, and that’s fucking sexy as hell.”
I covered my eyes with my hand for a moment as I processed his words.
This was Cutler.
I’d just had his dick in my mouth and my hand between my thighs.
What universe was I living in right now?
Maybe my favorite universe of all.
He pulled my hand away from my face, and his gaze locked with mine. “No hiding. We don’t do that.”
I nodded. “I was surprised how turned on I was, especially after I’d just had your head between my legs. I didn’t expect that.”
“Good. And you liked my mouth on you?”
I nodded. “I did. I’m kind of irritated that I waited so long to do that.”
“I’m not. It’ll live in my head rent-free for the rest of my life.” He leaned back, glancing up at the sky.
I leaned back beside him. “Is it always like that?”
“Honestly?” He paused to think it over. “No. But it’s always good. But this I would describe more like ‘epic.’”
“Epic,” I said, repeating the word with a laugh. “I like it.”
