Instead, I slide both hands under her ass and hoist her up. She wraps her legs around my waist, and I carry her into the bathroom, our lips and tongues still joined, both of us frantic for more.
We break free in fits and starts, stripping off an article of clothing before our mouths rejoin in a frenzy—the pattern repeating until we’re both naked. I lean into the shower and turn on the water, pressing Holly’s naked back into the wall as my hands explore everywhere—her ass, her breasts, between her legs. She’s hot and slick and obviously ready for me.
Her hand wraps around my cock, her grip firm as she strokes the length several times, and I’m already desperate to bury myself inside her.
“Shit,” I mumble against her lips. “Condom.”
“I’m covered. I’m clean,” she mumbles back. “Are you?”
“Yes,” I say breathlessly.
She places her hands on my shoulders and pushes me back so she can look into my eyes. “Then fuck me bareback, Cole.”
I haven’t had sex without a condom since Millie, so I’m sure Holly has no idea what it means for me to do this. Although other women have told me I didn’t have to use one, she’s the first woman I’ve trusted.
I pick her up again so she’s straddling me and step into the shower, the warm water hitting our faces and washing us clean as we continue to kiss, the length of my cock pressed against her core.
I lower my head and capture her nipple with my mouth, sucking and licking, wishing I had more hands so I could touch every part of her.
“Oh, God,” she cries out. “I need you to fuck me, Cole. Now.”
I lift my head, then position myself against her opening and plunge in deep until I’m fully seated. She cries out in pleasure, leaning her head back and exposing her neck.
She’s the most beautiful sight I’ve ever seen—carefully guarded Holly, exposing herself to me like this, and it makes me want her even more.
I pull back and thrust hard again, shoving her against the wall. I worry that I’m hurting her, but she grabs a handful of the hair at the back of my head and kisses me.
“Jesus,” I growl. “You feel so goddamned good.”
I’m desperate to get deeper, closer, and I thrust again and again as she clings to me, kissing me like she’s drowning and kissing me is the only thing that will save her.
It doesn’t take long before she clenches around me and cries out in ecstasy, and I lose myself, plunging deeper, harder several more times until I find my release, seeing stars as I come inside her.
Weak from the release, I struggle to hold her up, so I pull out and let her slide down the length of my body, my arms still wrapped around her.
I open my eyes and stare down at her as she looks up at me with the same wonder I’m feeling.
I realize I’ve just handed part of myself to this woman, something I haven’t done since Millie.
I only hope she doesn’t destroy me.
