“Onthe bed,” Beau instructed and a full body shiver wracked Ethan, making hisscalp tingle. The bold yet gentle sound of Beau’s voice made his dick hum withanticipation.
Ittook Ethan a moment to get his legs to fully cooperate, but once he did, hemanaged to situate himself in the center of the bed, propping himself up onpillows as he grinned back at Beau. The man was sex personified, and theastonishing part, he had absolutely no idea. Every move he made was grace lacedwith power, barely restrained energy that made his entire body flex and strainso beautifully.
Sexyas fuck.
Beaureturned his smile before climbing up on the bed between his legs and instantlylowering his mouth to Ethan’s cock and damn near blowing his mind with thewarmth that engulfed him. His hands once again gripped Beau’s tousled blondhair, holding him tight in an effort to hang on.
“Feelsso good,” he said on a groan, wanting to ensure he told Beau everything he wasfeeling. He could see the hesitancy in his dark brown gaze, could feel thetentative touch of his hands. Beau knew what he wanted to do, but Ethan got theimpression he was unsure of himself.
Beau’sbody tensed ever so slightly and then he was once again sucking Ethan’s cockinto the furnace of his mouth. Hard then soft, soft then hard, over and overuntil Ethan was ready to explode. He held off for as long as he could, intentlyfocused on Beau’s ministrations until he couldn’t take anymore. “Stop. God,stop! I don’t want to come yet.”
Beaujerked up, staring back at him, and Ethan had to smile. “Whatever you want,”Ethan said softly, calming himself with deep breaths. “Do it. Just don’t makeme come yet. I need to feel your touch, your mouth, your hands. All over me.All night.”
Beaukneeled once again, sliding his hands down the inside of Ethan’s thighs and hisbody caught fire, flames licking at his balls from the gentle caress of Beau’scallused fingers against his skin. “Anything?”
“Yes,fuck, anything.” Ethan’s back tightened as Beau pushed his legs open slightly.
“Turnover.”
Ethanstared back at Beau for a moment but then rolled over onto his stomach, hishead buried in the pillow.
Beau’smouth clasped onto the sensitive skin at the back of his neck, and he moaned.Reaching down, he gripped Beau’s thigh with one hand, needing to hold on tohim, to feel his bare skin in his palm as he grounded himself in the moment. Itwas too good.
AsBeau’s tongue trailed over his back, Ethan realized he was outlining the tattoohe’d gotten several years ago -This above all: to thine ownself be true.He’d gotten the words etched in his skin as a reminder to himself, but ithadn’t helped. As much as he wanted to embrace who he was, to be content withhimself and his life, Ethan had never accomplished his goal. He’d lived hislife in denial, and up until now, he thought he was ok with it.
Thatwas until Beau had walked into his life and turned it upside down and insideout. Now, no matter what he did, he couldn’t stop thinking about thewhat ifs.And every last one of them included Beau.
“Fuck!”Ethan groaned when Beau’s mouth trailed down the center of his back, his firmgrip on his hips easing lower, lower still.
Awww,hell.
Ethan’sentire body tightened when Beau slid his tongue down the crack of his ass,using his hands to separate his ass cheeks. It was… the most remarkable feelingand even though Beau had just done that in the shower, Ethan was eager formore. The way he aroused the oversensitive skin made Ethan shudder.
Grippingthe pillow beneath his head, Ethan buried his face deeper as his body soared tonew heights. He began rocking his hips backward, forcing Beau’s wicked tongueinside of him.
“Beau,”Ethan moaned, turning his head so he could breathe. “Beau, fuck. I need to feelyou.”
“I’mright here, baby,” Beau growled before teasing him with his tongue, then hisfinger. Deeper.
Oh…fucking shit, son of a bitch!
Beau’sfinger eased inside of him, twisted and then…
“Oh,hell. Oh, fuck.” Ethan’s body tensed painfully, the exquisite torture consuminghim from the inside out, forcing him closer and closer to the edge although hewas fighting back with all of his might.
Wheredid Beau learn to do that? He was pressing inside, hitting the exact spot thathad him seeing stars, his body shaking from the potency of it. It wasn’t veryoften that he’d had his prostate massaged with a finger, but obviously Beau wastrying to make him delirious. He told his hips to pull away, but they had amind of their own as he thrust back against Beau’s hand, forcing thatexhilarating sensation to engulf him altogether.
“Beau,I need you inside me. Don’t…” Taking a deep breath, Ethan willed his body undercontrol, but he was losing his grip faster than he thought possible. “Don’tmake me come. Fuck!”
Ethanwanted Beau inside of him. Fucking him until he didn’t even know his own name.
Pullingaway was the hardest thing he’d ever done, but he wasn’t willing to come. Notyet. This was Beau’s first time, and it meant something to Ethan for them to beright there together.
Beaucrawled up over him, and Ethan sucked in air, trying to calm his riotinghormones.
“Condom,”Beau whispered, and Ethan pointed toward the nightstand beside the bed.
“Lube’sin there too. Oh, and Beau…”
