“No,”Beau reassured him. “Oh, God. Please. Fuck me.” Beau looked him in the eyes,the hunger and need evident in the chocolate brown depths. “I need you insideme. Completely.” Beau’s request was a mere whisper, but Ethan heard him. Heheard him to the depth of his soul and he couldn’t refuse this man anything.
Ethanpushed in a little deeper, carefully watching Beau’s expression, determinedthat he was not going to hurt him. He was just as eager as Beau was, but not ifit meant he was going to cause him more than the necessary initial pain.
Excruciatinglylong seconds later, Ethan was buried balls deep inside of Beau, but he didn’twithdraw immediately. Hell, he couldn’t move, the pleasure was all-consuming,grabbing him by the balls with it’s intensity. He took a moment to justbreathe, admiring the point where he was joined with Beau.
Shiftingso that he could hold Beau’s leg up high, he began pumping his hips, notpulling out, simply applying friction. When the hard line of Beau’s mouthsoftened, Ethan eased back, slowly sliding out until only the head of his cockremained inside.
Herepeated the torturous process until Beau began to rock his hips, their eyeslocking together once more. Leaning forward, Ethan released Beau’s leg,propping himself over him and plundering his mouth as he began to slowly thrustin and out of him, quickening his pace. It wasn’t long before sweat was beadingon his brow and Beau was sliding his large fingers into his hair at the back ofhis head.
Theerotic moans that escaped Beau’s mouth had Ethan increasing the tempo until hewas lunging forward deep, retreating slowly, over and over. Faster, harder,until they were both breathing hard, unable to sustain the kiss because theneed for oxygen was just too great. Their eyes were locked on one another andsomething ignited deep in Ethan’s chest.
This.Was. Different.
Righthere with Beau, Ethan felt a connection he’d never felt before – not even withGavin. As though not only was he fucking Beau’s body, but he was also makinglove to his soul. The two of them the only people in the world. The only thingthat mattered was the way their bodies slid together, a sense of fulfillmentoverwhelming the loneliness that Ethan had felt for so long.
Needingto pull himself back from the unacceptable possibility that he was getting inover his head, Ethan began pounding his hips against Beau, holding himselfabove him with his arms while Beau gripped his hips, pulling him in deeper withevery downstroke.
“Fuck,”Ethan growled. “It’s too good.” Better than anything he could recall and theway Beau’s body gripped him even tighter had Ethan’s breath catching in hischest.Oh, fuck.He was going to…
“Comefor me,” Beau urged. “Come inside me, Ethan.”
Theway Beau said his name, it was like coming home. Finally, a place to end upthat wasn’t empty and desolate, despite all of the fancy furnishings. This waswhat it meant to feel complete. A man who looked deep into your eyes andconnected with your soul.
Ethanwasn’t able to hold out any longer. “Stroke your cock,” he demanded. “I wantyou to come with me.” Although, Ethan wasn’t sure he could wait long enough forBeau to make that a reality.
Beaugripped his cock with one hand, the back of Ethan’s neck with the other andstared deep into his eyes. Ethan began slamming into him, the friction and heatof Beau’s extraordinary body taking him higher than he thought possible.
“I’mgonna come,” Ethan said, biting his bottom lip, praying that Beau was close.“Come for me. Come with me.”
Thedeep growl that emanated from Beau’s chest sent a shiver igniting at the baseof Ethan’s spine and racing upward at lightning fast speeds. Beau’s handstilled, his cock jerked and spilled semen onto his rigidly defined stomach atthe same time Ethan erupted in his ass. His entire body was consumed bysensation, a strange feeling that he was floating overpowering him until hecould barely hold himself up any longer.
Beau’sarms wrapped around him, and Ethan realized he’d collapsed onto Beau’s chest,the sticky warmth of Beau’s cum coating his stomach. They were both breathingheavy. Ethan knew he should move. He knew he was supposed to detach himselffrom this man, to keep that well implemented distance between them, but hecouldn’t find the energy – nor the inclination – to move.
Bythe time the world stopped spinning, Ethan had no idea how much time had passed,but the light stroke of Beau’s callused fingers down his back was soothing himinto sleep and he wasn’t quite ready for that.
Forcinghimself up, his muscles immediately argued with his brain’s decision, but heignored them. He needed to get a wash cloth and dispose of the condom. Maybeafter that he could return to the warmth of Beau’s arms.
WhenBeau abruptly shifted off of the bed as soon as Ethan was off of him, hewondered if maybe he was already in over his head.
Andworse, he wondered if he was the only one.
??
Beauwasn’t sure whether he was going to be able to walk, but somehow he managed todrag himself to a sitting position. That had to count for something.
WhenEthan had bolted for the edge of the bed, Beau knew he’d be looking at thefront door within minutes, and the last thing he wanted to do was to appearovereager to stay. Because he wasn’t interested in waiting for Ethan to givehim the boot, he figured he had better get his head on straight.
Hewas still reeling from the overwhelming feeling of Ethan inside of him. Holdinghim close, feeling his heartbeat against his chest, for a brief moment, Beaucould actually imagine what it would be like to wake up every day to this man.To kiss him each morning and every night. To hold him in his arms and make loveto him for the rest of his life.
Andthen, all too quickly, Ethan was gone.
“Hey,”Ethan said from where he stood beside the bed, his words unusually gentle.Maybe the guy didn’t want to let him down too hard. That was something atleast.
Peeringover his shoulder, he noticed Ethan standing beside the bed. Lifting oneeyebrow was about all he could muster because that second orgasm had zappedevery ounce of strength he had left, but he continued to stare at Ethan overhis shoulder.
“Howabout a shower?”
Wasit just him or did Ethan sound a little uncertain? Maybe Beau had read himwrong. Maybe he hadn’t been jumping out of the bed to get away from him afterall.
