“Oh,God,” he moaned against Ethan’s mouth, unable to stop himself. “So good.”
Ethanseemed to be spurred on by Beau’s words as he gyrated his hips, causing thefriction along Beau’s cock to increase. If Ethan kept it up, Beau was going tolose it. Right here.
Breakingthe hold Ethan had on him, Beau backed up, separating their bodies entirely ashe sucked air into his lungs. He stared back at Ethan for long seconds, thepanic rising up inside of him. This feeling… it was so foreign to him, hewasn’t sure his body could handle that type of pleasure.
Tothink he’d spent his entire life forcing himself to be someone he wasn’t… Andnow – after so many years wasted on a pursuit of happiness that was going inthe wrong direction – he was finding out that this was what he had deniedhimself. His physical reaction to Ethan was so unlike anything he’d ever feltbefore. It made every other encounter seem mediocre, and here he was,completely dressed, staring into the most mesmerizing eyes he had ever seen.
Asthough Ethan was shocked back into reality, his body tensed, and he took a stepto the side, but before he could put that emotional gap between them once more,Beau moved closer. Suddenly scared that Ethan would withdraw and Beau wouldnever find this again, he forced him against the wall. Another tortured groanrose up from his chest.
“This…”Beau began. Paused. Swallowed. “Sorry.” He tried to collect his thoughts.
“No,I’m the one who should be sorry,” Ethan said quietly.
Beaucupped his face once more, far gentler than he thought himself capable. “No.Wait. I’m not sorry about that.” Beau studied him momentarily. “You better notbe either.” His breaths were still labored, his body still rock hard. “It’sjust… I’ve never felt anything like it.”
Ethan’seyes widened, his mouth opening slightly and Beau was instantly on him,pressing his mouth securely to his luscious lips, his tongue seeking theincendiary spark that had lit him up from the inside out.
Itwasn’t until the song on the radio changed again that Beau pulled his lips fromEthan’s. He didn’t move away, just stared down at him. “Are you seriouslylistening to this?”
Ethanseemed confused for a moment, but then the sexiest grin Beau had ever seentipped the very edges of his kissable lips.
“What?Don’t like my music?” Ethan asked breathlessly.
“Ijust wasn’t sure it was possible for two Walkers to have such… interestingtaste in music. I’m not sure whose is more out there, yours or Zane’s.” Beau’sheart beat with the rhythm of the music.
WhenEthan glared at him in mock anger, Beau lowered his voice and said, “And justto make something perfectly clear… I like every single thing about you, E.”With that, he let Ethan go, feeling as though he’d given away too much ofhimself in that one statement.
AsDon’t Drop That Thun Thunby Finatticz thumped through the shop, Beauturned away.
Hedidn’t make it very far before Ethan was up against his back, his iron hardcock pressing against his ass and nearly making his knees fall out from underhim. Thick arms wrapped around him from behind, Ethan’s palms flatteningagainst his chest as his lips came down to the sensitive skin just beneath hisleft ear.
Beausucked in a breath. If he didn’t know better, he would swear that was themoment he fell in love with Ethan Walker.
Chapter Eleven
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Ethanwas holding Beau for all he was worth, and he didn’t want to let him go.
Notthat he would let him know that.
Forsome reason, he didn’t want to stop touching him. Had they been somewhereprivate, somewhere they didn’t risk any sort of interruption, Ethan would’vepushed Beau further. Gotten even closer. Held on longer.
Somewherein the deep, dark recesses of his mind, Ethan knew there was something he wasforgetting. He was pretty sure it had something to do with the distance he’dbeen hell-bent on maintaining. However, there was something about Beau’shesitance that had rattled him. An innocence maybe. Or maybe he was just caughtup in Beau’s reaction. He seemed genuinely floored by what was happeningbetween them. Ethan felt it too, and since he had more experience in this areathan Beau, he knew without a doubt that this connection they had establishedwas rare.
Hewould agree whole-heartedly with Beau – what had just happened between them wasunlike anything Ethan had ever felt before. And as far as intimacy goes, theyhad merely shared a kiss. Several actually. But those kisses had rocked him tohis very soul. For him, a kiss had never been more than a means to get to thefinal encore. Except with Beau. With Beau, a kiss was so much more.
Andnow he was holding Beau in place, wanting to beg him not to move. Not to walkaway. As much as he had previously denied his desire for him, Ethan wasimmersed in a desperate need that bordered on insanity and holding on was theonly thing that he could do to keep himself from shattering into a millionpieces.
WhenBeau’s warm hands came up and flattened against his, Ethan dropped his foreheadagainst the back of Beau’s neck, relishing the warmth that penetrated him. Hedidn’t know if he’d ever felt like this. Not with any man he had been with.Including Gavin. Although there was an underlying hunger that couldn’t beignored, the comfort was what lured him in.
Forthe first time in a long time, Ethan felt like he could breathe. As though theweight that had been resting on his chest, making it difficult to draw air in,had finally been lifted. Not only was it an amazing feeling, it also scared theshit out of him.
“Canwe get out of here for a little while?” Beau asked, breaking the silence.
Thequestion surprised him. The idea of being somewhere alone with Beau, for even alittle while like last night, was the most appealing offer he’d had in quitesome time. Ethan lifted his head and released Beau, waiting until he turned toface him. “What did you have in mind?”
Ethanwatched Beau’s throat work, his Adam’s apple sliding sensually down and thenback up as he swallowed hard.
