However,he hadn’t anticipated Ethan showing up. And when Ethan had touched him, rightthere in front of his parents, his world had literally turned upside down. Hewasn’t sure he’d ever feel like that again.
Nowas he walked through Ethan’s front door, he no longer felt the brutaldisappointment that had lodged in his chest after leaving his parents’ house.
Ethanstepped up beside him, wrapped his arm around his waist and pulled him close.“Why don’t you go take a shower while I cook dinner?”
“Whydon’t you join me?” Beau asked, not wanting to be alone. “We’ll make sandwicheswhen we’re done.”
Ethansmiled, and Beau’s body hardened instantly. Just the way Ethan looked at himmade everything better.
Theymade their way upstairs quickly, neither of them hesitating before strippingand getting into the shower together. Everything past that point was a blur. Assoon as their bodies collided, Beau knew nothing except for the heat generatingbetween them, the glorious friction of Ethan’s tongue against his, the warmthof his hands as they slid over his body.
“Ineed you, E,” Beau murmured against his lips.
“You’vegot me,” Ethan responded, pulling back slightly.
Pressinghis mouth back to Ethan’s, Beau took Ethan’s hand and guided it around hiships, showing him exactly what he needed. When Ethan pulled him closer, hisfingers searching, prodding, Beau moaned against his mouth.
“Fuckme, E,” he begged. “Help me forget for just a little while.”
Beauwas grateful for the water because he didn’t know if he could stop the tearsthat threatened. No matter what he told himself, his heart ached for the lossof his parents. Denial had been much easier to bear than the bitter truth.
WhenEthan cupped his face with one hand, Beau leaned into his palm, their lipsbrushing softly together. With the fingers of his other hand, Ethan began tothrust inside of his ass, their mouths fused, their tongues melding togetheruntil Beau’s body was strung tight, his control reaching the breaking point.
Ethan.Theman was his everything. All he needed. All he wanted. The very thing thatcompleted him and right there in his arms was the only place Beau wanted to be.
Pullingback completely, Beau grabbed the lube that they’d stored on the shelf in the showerand handed it over to Ethan. He was rewarded with a knowing grin and that gesturealone infused him with an emotional strength he’d been lacking for the last hour.
“Turnaround,” Ethan demanded, his tone firm, just the way Beau hoped it would be.
Armon the wall, Beau bent at the waist and rested his forehead on his forearm,closing his eyes as he prayed Ethan would hurry. He wanted to take him insideof his body, to feel that connection that continued to grow stronger andstronger every day.
Withthe first thrust of Ethan’s hips, Beau growled, the sensation overwhelming him,his skin tingling as the initial bite of pain morphed into glorious friction, sendinghim racing toward the precipice in an instant.
“Slow,”Ethan said, leaning over Beau, pressing his chest to his back. “Don’t you darecome without me.”
Beausmiled. He wasn’t sure he was capable of making that promise at the moment, buthe would damn sure try as long as Ethan continued to move.
“Oh,God, yes,” Beau groaned when Ethan gripped his hair firmly, pulling him so thathe had no choice but to stand straight. Ethan’s other hand gripped hisshoulder, holding him firmly as Ethan began pounding into him from behind.
Betweenthe stinging in his scalp and the delicious feeling of Ethan’s cock filling him,Beau was quickly forgetting he’d agreed to hold off.
“E,it’s too good,” Beau warned. “Too fucking good.”
“Youwanna come? Is that what you’re telling me?” Ethan asked, his guttural tone areflection of how close he must be as well.
“Yes,”Beau told him. “Fuck me harder.”
Ethanreleased Beau’s hair and grabbed his other shoulder as he began slamming intohim, over and over. Fast. Hard. Amazing. Beau’s body lit up from the inside,that telltale sign sparking in the base of his spine.
“That’sit, baby,” Ethan growled. “Come for me.”
Beaudidn’t hold back, his dick jerking, spasming as his orgasm tore through him.
“Fuckyes!” Ethan groaned from behind him as his body stilled, his hands stilldigging into his shoulders as he held him there.
Asthey settled, the steam still billowing around them, Beau pressed his foreheadagainst the wall. Right there, at that moment, he let the past go. There was nothinghe could do to change it.
“Ilove you,” Ethan whispered against his ear. “I love you with all that I am.”
