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“Don’t go, Andi,” his voice calls out through the speakers in the sound room.

As I turn back to look at him, he says it again. “Don’t go. Stay and listen while I sing it again. I’d appreciate your input, too.”

I smile, nod, and take my seat again. Sipping my hot tea, the band starts the music again. Mike clicks off the beat with his drumsticks, and then the guys begin playing their instruments in perfect harmony to the words of the most beautifully written song of despair I’ve ever heard. It’s called“It Should’ve Been Me,”and from the chatter in the sound room, Travis just recently penned the song in one sitting.

A stolen glance is all I get

My love for you isn’t known yet

He holds your heart, we can never be

But this I know, it should’ve been me

We laugh and talk, I hide my pain

To be near you, time and time again

What I would give to hold you tight

Look in your eyes, and love you right

Girl, I feel you when you’re not here

Can you not tell how much I care?

But you’re with him, and you can’t see

The one you love should’ve been me

If only I was stronger

I can’t wait any longer

I want you to be mine

Until the end of time

My friends all say to let you go

My head says yes, my heart says no

The love I hide is plain to see

To everyone, but you and me

Pick up the phone, give me a call

I’m here alone, I’ll give my all

He can’t love you, not like I do

But one day soon, I will show you

Girl, I feel you when you’re not here

Can you not tell how much I care?

But you’re with him, and you can’t see