Page 49 of Torment Me Knot


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“He let you touch him.” I keep my voice even. “When you brought them in. He scents for you when you leave a room. Espiewatched you too.” I let that sit. “Don't erase yourself out of the story. They’re both healing because of you.”

“How long do you think they take to heal? If at all.” She crosses her arms, clearly ignoring what I’ve said.

“Do you think they’ll ever be…” I want to say, normal omegas, but I already know the answer. “Sorry, that’s stupid and I shouldn’t say anything like that. I just want them whole and healed. I wish the things that happened to them never did.”

I want them to look at us and see safety instead of threat. I want them to choose us back.

“You and me both.” Sera closes her eyes a second. “We learn triggers. Respect boundaries. We love them through all of it anyway. Which is more than either of them had before.”

The clock ticks somewhere behind me. A bird calls outside. Espie hasn't moved from the flower bed. She's still holding the bloom in both hands now, careful like it might break.

“Their biology was used against them. Every time their bodies respond to an alpha now, they're going to fight it. Hate it. Hate themselves for wanting something that's been used to hurt them.”

“And we're their alphas,” Sera agrees. “Which means we get to be the ones who prove that not every alpha is a monster.”

Out in the garden, Espie steps closer to the back fence, the gardenia still in her left hand, her right hovering near Aubrey's elbow. Lex and Ezra walk with them, standing back.

“Starting with Wallace,” Sera's scent shifts. The basil sharpens to a point. “I'm going to eviscerate him. They can't heal while he's still breathing the same air as them. They'll always be waiting for him to come back. So I'm going to make sure he can't.”

Her scent burns and Gods, I don't know what's happening to me but my cock thickens against the seam of my jeans. I shift my weight, hoping she won't see the tent in my pants.Get it together, Dawson.The last two days have been Espie and Aubrey, only Espie and Aubrey. I haven't had room in my head for anything else. Sera's been the alpha who brought them home, and that's been the entire size of her in my mind. Now the omegas are in the garden taking a flower from Ezra, they'rehealing, and my body's using the space for this.

I’m really seeing her now. The sharp line of her jaw. The pulse fluttering at her throat faster than she wants anyone to notice. The tiny scar cutting through the edge of her right eyebrow. The way the basil in her scent warms and softens whenever her guard slips.

I’m looking at Sera Vidal as a woman, not a problem to solve or a person to protect.

My hindbrain recognized her long before the rest of me caught up.

Later.I push it down.Later, later, later.It doesn't go down very far.

“Sera, this…you being here…this isn't a temporary arrangement.” I keep my voice level. “I'm not asking you to leave the omegas. I'd never ask you that.”

Her gaze slides past me, out the window, to the omegas walking barefoot through grass. There’s a pause about her I don’t like.

“They'll heal here. You'll give them what they need. You and Lex and Ezra. They've got the right alphas in this house.”

“What do you mean?We’rethe right alphas for them,” I say.

She doesn't look at me.

“Sera.” I wait until she does. “What do you mean?”

“What do you think I mean, Kev?” She sighs. She looks tired. When was the last time she slept? I’ve been so consumed with the omegas, I’ve forgotten about her too. She needs help and she has no one. That ends now.

“You're pack, Sera. Not a guest.Pack.”

Her brows rise. “Pack? With a female alpha.” Her tone says she doesn’t believe me and I feel like I’m losing something precious.

“Sera—”

Her phone vibrates in her back pocket. Sera glances at the screen and her whole body goes still. When she answers, her voice is flat, professional.

“Where?” A pause. “When?” Another pause, longer. “How certain?”

Sera ends the call and turns to me.

“Levi has a lead on Wallace.” She keeps her voice controlled but the tension runs underneath it. “A contact in Silverpine spotted someone matching his description near the county border. Could still be nothing. Or it could be something.”

She's already thinking it through. Her jaw sets. Her gaze has already moved, not to the window, not to the omegas, but to the middle distance where she's running scenarios.