Levi accepted the fingers, moaning as Asher changed the angle and was suddenly pounding away at his prostate. He sobbed around the fingers. “I can’t— I’m going to—oh fuck, I’m—”
“You’re close,” Asher growled as he began to slow down.
Levi yanked violently against the restraints, the cuffs digging painfully into his wrists as his whole body bowed. His voice came out in desperate, gasping cries. “I’m gonna cum— Asher—please, don’t—I need to—!”
Asher stopped moving. Levi’s body clenched hard around him, desperate for more, but Asher refused to give it. Levi whimpered, hips twitching uselessly, trying to fuck himself on Asher’s cock. “No— no, don’t stop— I was so close—please—”
Asher leaned down, lips brushing Levi’s ear, his voice dark and possessive. “Do you trust me?
“No,” Levi gasped, voice shaking, tears still leaking from the corners of his eyes. “No, I don’t— I never— fuck—”
“Good,” Asher said. He reached behind Levi’s head, yanked the pillow free, and pressed it firmly over Levi’s face.
Darkness.
The soft fabric sealed over his nose and mouth, cutting off all air instantly. Levi’s body reacted before his mind could catch up— a violent, instinctive panic that made his arms wrench hard against the cuffs. The leather dug into his wrists as he thrashed, legs kicking, hips bucking uselessly around the thick cock still buried inside him.
“Mmmph—!“ The sound was muffled and desperate. His lungs burned instantly. His chest heaved, trying to pull in air that wasn’t there.
And Asher started moving again.
One slow, devastating thrust. Then another. Deep. Deliberate. The lack of oxygen made every sensation explode — the stretch, the drag against his prostate, the throbbing cut on his thigh, the slick smear of blood between their bodies. Levi’s muffled cries grew frantic under the pillow, turning into raw, animal sounds that vibrated against the fabric.
Can’t breathe— can’t breathe— he’s going to kill me— he did this before—
The panic crested, then twisted horribly into pleasure so sharp it felt like pain.
Levi’s whole body seized. His hole clenched hard around Asher as the lack of air turned the volume up on every sensation until it was unbearable.
He was going to cum while he couldn’t breathe…while he was tied down and bleeding and suffocating under a pillow.
His muffled screams grew louder, more desperate. His heels dug into Asher’s back, pulling him impossibly deeper even as his lungs screamed for air. The sparks exploded across the darkness behind his eyelids. His chest burned. His wrists felt raw and bloody from how hard he was fighting the cuffs.
I’m dying. I’m dying again. There are no resets. There are no resets. Fuck, fuck, fuck…
Asher’s voice filtered through the fabric, low and rough with praise. “That’s it… cum for me, baby. Let me feel you cum.”
The orgasm tore through Levi like a freight train.
It hit harder than anything he’d ever felt — a violent, full-body convulsion that ripped a scream from his starved lungs and vanished into the pressure of the pillow. His cock pulsed between them, spilling hot and messy over his own stomach. His hole clenched rhythmically around Asher, his arms wrenched so hard against the cuffs that the headboard creaked.
The white behind his eyes flared blindingly bright, then faded to nothing.
Nothing.
…
He came back to Asher’s face.
The pillow was gone. Cool air rushed into his burning lungs in great, gasping gulps. His chest heaved. Tears streamed down his temples. His wrists ached where the cuffs had bitten into them.
Asher was right there, his forehead pressed to Levi’s, mismatched eyes wide and raw, one hand gently stroking Levi’s tear-streaked cheek, completely still inside him, as if he’d refused to move an inch while Levi was gone.
“There you are,” Asher whispered, his voice soft and trembling with something that sounded dangerously close to awe. His thumb brushed over Levi’s bottom lip. “That was about twenty seconds. You’re okay. I’ve got you.”
Levi’s lungs kept working in shaky, desperate pulls of air. His body still shuddered with aftershocks, every nerve felt flayed raw.
Asher leaned down and pressed the gentlest kiss to the corner of Levi’s mouth.
