Chapter Thirty-One
LOLA
I sit on the toilet,underwear on, lid down, and my bare feet rest on the gently heated floor of what I think is the guest bathroom.
I try to breathe, but it is hard because... oh, man. I just had sex with Enzo Marino.
I had sex with two men.
In such close succession.
It is like I decided to double my numbers.
Does this make me some kind of slut?
I press my cold fingers into my burning cheeks, even as my stomach clenches and clenches again.
Slut? Ruby would have a field day with that.
I grab my phone that is on the counter with my bag, and I pull up her number.
Me
Sorry again.
Ruby
You should be. It's hot man heaven tonight. Why are you texting? What's wrong? Did you want to come out? Or did you want to unburden your soul?
I want to unburden my soul, but I don't do anything of the sort. Because what am I going to say? ThatI just had sex the other day with a man I have never met and now just had sex with our boss...not just any sex, anal sex, which was unbelievably good and hot, and he's the one Alex pretends to be when he fucks me. Also, Alex encouraged this. Glad it's hot man heaven?
And it is raining men in my life. If two constitutes a man shower...
I shiver.
I need to get it together.
Ruby would either think I'm crazy or high-five me and ask for all the details.
I text Alex.
Me
I did it.
He takes a while to get back to me.
Alex
Did what?
Me
Had sex with him.
Alex
What happened?
