I'm not.
Ruby
Your loss. Okay, if you feel better, come join us. Bye...
Ruby is not alone, so that is good. It does nothing to settle the wildness inside, knowing some of the others from work went with her, but...
But nothing. I have a heaping pile of lies to my friend, and I'm nothing but a heel.
Thing is I didn't mean to lie.
I waited and waited at work, hoping he would come in. He didn't, so I still waited until...until I lost my mind and texted him.
And now...
I pass the building where I went into the hot tub, but then I turn my face away.
Me
What have you done to me?
Alex
Me?
Me
You. I had a meltdown and texted him. I'm going to see him. And I just passed that place...
Alex
Where we fucked or where you went into the pool?
Me
I still don't know who owns that house!
Alex
Does it matter? It's more fun not knowing. So, what are you going to do? Maybe shock him and get to your knees and give him a blow job. If your mouth is anything like your pussy, he's in for a treat. Two treats. Blow him and fuck him. If it was me, I'd have you the moment you walked in, against the wall. I'd fuck you hard, blow my load, and not let you come. Deprivation of orgasm. For you.
Shit. I cross my legs as we cross the bridge into Brooklyn.
He is turning me on.
Me
And what else would you do?
Alex
Touch yourself.
Me
What?
Alex
