ENZO
Well,fuck.
Now I can't concentrate.
You would fucking think beating off for half the night over her honey taste and sweet body would get the frustrations and obsessions out.
I have done it. Been there, tasted that.
But it doesn't.
At all.
And I don't know what anyone has said to me in the building today.
I might have agreed to give away my fortune or adopt a bunch of children for all the attention I have paid.
Thank fuck no one is going to be asking me to do any of that. And thank fuck the only meetings I have got are after work. With Cade. Which is work. And I can bullshit my way through my strange turn in my sex life with him.
Ask a few questions about his wife, and he will pick up the slack.
I'm a little taken aback by my lack of love life since Istarted flirting with Lola. Usually, I have got one or two under my belt in a two-week period. Sometimes, it is three.
Call me a man whore, I don't care. But call me abstaining, and there will usually be trouble.
Except...
Except, it is true.
I have broken that seal. With Lola.
Or Alex has. And oral is still sex. But now I'm more obsessed, and the fantasies flow, thick and fast.
The problem is, if I lock them away, my other problems come back and bite me.
Her father.
Lyndall's young and pretty mom.
Fuck me to hell and back.
That fact wasn't on my rift bingo card.
I always thought it was over her father ripping Dad off. And it could still be true. Both things can be true, but add Dad's dead wife into the mix, and it makes the punishment for the crime of a lifelong friend suddenly fit a lot better.
Because Dad didn't just let Mancini sink, he let Lola sink and tarnished her with the crimes of her father, which is not fair in the least. Unless, of course, you are my asshole father.
Even so, I'm having trouble wrapping my mind around this fucking situation.
The thing is, I know Dad treated them both like queens. Mom especially. I can remember her smell.
And then Lyndall's mom had come along, young, pretty, someone who looked a lot like my mother.
I think Dad has a type. But he loved them both.
And when she died...
Shit.
