Probably, I tell myself, the fact that I have known her for a long time. That, and I'm pretending to be some fucker named Alex.
It is not that Cade wouldn't understand.
It is the fact that he would. Too well.
And he just might jump to conclusions that aren't there.
But in my bedroom suite, I can do what the fuck I want.
And tonight?
I got another video of her, just like that night at the pool.
And this time, she knew I was watching.
Any morals that might accompany that act?
Fuck, I sweep them away.
This is for me and no one else.
I will kill someone if they watch it. And now I've got her system wrapped up tight, and the only camera stream coming to me now mollifies.
Whoever watched before is cut off. And if they manage to bypass the firewalls and security measures we have up, then as Cade says, we can trace it back. But, and this is important, they will only get the camera facing the door.
I haven't found them, but I'm not giving up.
Costa and Rebecci are different ends of the same spectrum. There is a possibility Costa is somehow involved with trying to track Lourdes Mancini down. But if someone is out to get her, then Rebecci is number one on my list.
But I can't do a thing until I know more.
War needs facts and reasons.
A wave of tiredness washes over me. Probably from doing two jobs at once. The Syndicate work with hacking and building, bringing down security systems, and helping implement programs for various clients to either steal, protect, or hide things should make being CEO a breeze.
I have already got most of the information secure, and any dirty business is so hidden that no one other than Cade or Silas can find it.
But it is not just that.
Sure, it runs itself in a way, but there are meetings, and there are a lot of interactions that go on which I find pointless.
I need to unwind, and I know just the thing.
Ever since the session downstairs. Ever since her turn in the shower, I'm burning up.
A fever that can only be relieved by sex. Or, by masturbation.
Shit, I'm already hard thinking about her.
So, I strip down and watch the video of her masturbating in the shower all over again, slowly stroking myself, and somehow, it is even hotter than the first time.
This is new.
Not horny after coming, that has happened before.
Watching a woman on demand.
I don't have a collection of spank bank videos of women I know. If I want visual stimulation for jacking off, I put on porn like any other self-respecting guy.
