I let him because stopping feels impossible, and I want him to keep doing this to me.
But he finally pulls away and rests against me. My hands sprawl across his abdomen, playing with the hair of his happy trail and brushing against the head of his hard cock. It jumps at my touch, and something unfurls once more inside of me.
Want. Lust. Pure and simple.
“There’s no getting rid of me now, man,” he says, sounding almost drunk on me.
“Are you sure?”
“I’m sure.”
My finger traces the rim of his belly button, and then I know I have to ask. I have to know where his head is at.
“What is this to you, Caleb?”
He peers up at me, confusion in his gaze. “What do you mean?”
“You said you were straight before, so what is this?”
“You mean, am I experimenting with you, like you said earlier?”
I swallow and nod.
“I dunno, man, I just like being with you. We gotta label it?”
“I’m not asking for a label. Just want to try and avoid the fallout if you realize this isn’t what you want.”
“What I want?”
I wet my lips and say, “If you realize that being with a man isn’t what you want.”
He threads his hand through my hair and tugs me down for another kiss. It’s filled with promise, unrelenting and true.
When he finally pulls away, his sincere gaze meets mine. “I have no issue being with a man as long as that man is you.”
The way he says that…my hand wraps around his cock, and I fist it.
A reward for his honesty. A reward for me being brave and asking for it in the first place.
“You sure?” I ask, his hips arching up, begging for more.
“As long asyoucan be with a guy likeme.”
“And what guy is that?” I ask, stroking him slowly.
“A guy who isn’t your type.”
I bite down on his ear and growl. “I was wrong.”
I hear his moan as I roll his balls in my hand, tugging on them softly.
“Wrong about what?” he moans.
“About my type. You happen to be something I didn’t expect to want. But now that I have you…”
He moans my name as he fucks into my hand, my lips on his neck, his ear, the side of his face. I want to consume him, just like he’s consumed me.
A dangerous game, but one I’m playing all the same.