I put my arms underneath his and wrapped them around his ribs, opening my mouth to his and licking quickly at his lips.
He moaned softly.
The kiss deepened and I felt the tip of his tongue press against mine. A sensation of pure pleasure took over my body.
When I pulled back for breath, my favorite word escaped me again. “Daddy.”
“I think I can be that for you. Can I try? Will you let me?”
“You already are that for me. You don't have to try. Because it's already happening for me.”
“I want to make a pact with you, baby.”
“Like a secret pact, Daddy?”
“It can be our secret, yes.”
I gave a little bounce on the cushion. “Goodie. I like secrets.”
I want you to tell me if something is ever wrong or not going well. I want you to promise to me to help me be the best daddy I can. This is a partnership and I want you involved.”
“I can promise that from the way I am right now. But, Daddy, it will be harder when I'm a baby. Mainly I'll have very few needs. My baby boy just wants to be held a lot. When I'm a big boy I can tell you if he wants more.”
“That's the perfect answer. It will be our pact.”
“I like that you’re a new daddy. It means I get to be first in everything with you. I don't have to ask you to change. I only want you as you are.”
“And I want you. I think you enhance something inside of me, something I already am.”
“That's why you walked into the littles room at the club,” I said. “It's something you are, or at least you were in that moment.”
He nodded. “You said I triggered you before I picked you up and took you on my lap to hold you. I think the reverse is also true. You brought out something in me I wasn't even consciously thinking about. I didn't think, I just acted. Normally, I'm analytical so that's not common for me.”
I bobbed my head energetically. “Something happened between us.”
He reached out to pull me to him again. “Something really good,” he replied.
“Can we please kiss again?”
He leaned in and gave me another long, beautiful kiss, then said, “I'd like to take you upstairs. No pressure. It's all up to you. If you just want to be held all night I would love that. Or whatever you would like.”
“Are you inviting me to spend the night?”
“I am. I'd like you to. What do you think?”
I was so excited my vision blurred. He was moving at the pace I had set, no more, no less. Once we got to know each other better, the new daddy inside him would become more assured and know what I needed without me even having to say. I wassure of this. Preston was incredible and, at least for tonight, mine.
“Yes,” I managed to blurt out.
He got up without a word, then reached out his hand. I took it and used his weight as leverage to lift myself up. As we walked around the couch hand in hand I saw something pink in the corner of the cushions. I pulled back and Preston stopped, looking at me curiously.
“Can I bring Ponce?”
“Of course. We can't leave him behind.”
I leaned over the couch arm and swept him up to my chest. Then Preston led me upstairs.
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